14.8.

I doubt many people read my uneventful blog.
But this is for the one special reader.
The 3 post below are for you, and you know it too.
God, this sounds so cheesy and corny.
so...I'm gona stop saying stupid naive stuff like that..


Anyway. thanks for being you.
14.8.

Letter.

Please give me a call
As I wonder off
Look into my crystal ball
Watch my rise and fall
I’ll be grateful
Maybe there’s more past these walls
My eyes staring through the long halls
Life is not that bad after all
Not at all.

Hey dear
Just dropping a quick message
I heard life has been hard lately for you
So I thought I spread you some cheer
I’ll go see you next year
Life seems incomplete when you’re not here
Maybe I’m just naïve
Never know what to believe
Words are made to deceive
Remember my ex?
She said she never leave
But that bitch did, and called the cops on me too
I hope she gets the karma she deserves to receive.

Are you different?
I hope so
We talk on the phone for so long
Share laughs even with our heavy accent
It’s been a while now
And yet we haven’t had our first argument
No worries there
I doubt it will happen
If it does
Who cares?
We’re drowning in the current.

You ever get sad
For no reason at all?
I do
But lately I’m glad
So I write nice poems like these
Why do people blame their fate when their mad ?
I never know
Let’s hope one day you’ll be my best I ever had
Wait, that’s wrong, that’s past tense
I still want this to go on
Man, I’m not even making any sense
And you still laugh at my joke
Must be crazy as I am, no offense
I bet god is laughing too
At our untold story’s expense

I’m trying hard not to sound cheesy
Or too corny
Used to writing sad songs
Or the occasion love fantasy
I apologize if my words are coming on too strong
Was never good in expressing myself all along
We’ll see when the time comes
Whether together we belong
I hope so
Sick of being wrong
If only I’ll be your superman
And you’ll be my weakness kryptonite
My muse for all my write
I looked up horoscopes the other day
To my delight
It said we’ll be alright
Your passion fits into my ego just right
Now the last piece of the puzzle
Will be me getting on the next flight
Who knows, someday,
I just might.

Please give me a call
As I wonder off
Look into my crystal ball
Watch my rise and fall
I’ll be grateful
Maybe there’s more past these walls
My eyes staring through the long halls
Life is not that bad after all
Not at all.

Hello. Hello. Again.

Hello Hello again?

This is getting me obsessed
Swallow down the rhymes to digest
Shit it out it to a release of stress
Many of you never had guessed
I'm writing this during my test
Every page is just another mess
Could I defer the exam with a booty call request
How is this write different from the rest
I haven't looked down her dress
So it's all imagination for the breast
So baby now get undressed
Lemme write to the beat of your chest
You readers got all impressed
Why am I so cursed and blessed

- would you focus on your test sir?
If only I could kill you with my word
Burn down the building with all these nerd
Voodoo you, so gimme more bubbles to stir
Look into the pot all I see is her
Our body parts are in blurred
Must be some Japanese porn, weird
Your friends in shock when they heard
You giving me the L word
Haters can count my fingers
Count to the third
I'm more than just a flirt


If only we solve a brawl without a gun
Instead a war of words should be done
Getting mad at a Facebook comment?
You need to chill out hun
'I'm yours' when jason mraz has none
Come on, I'm just having some fun
I make fun of whoever I want
Here comes the gangsta fans
I better get ready to run
Should I finish what has already begun
Who writes like this?
your looking at the only one
Onto the poetry contest I didn't won

They write about love
but never been
My inspiration comes from the broken violin
Wait, deja vu rhyme for a min
Scary thoughts creeps upon your skin
Writing this put a smile on my grin
I should get awarded the second I'm in
Simply cause my words are real from within

word

Hello. Hello. Linda.

Hello, Hello
I'll be the vamp sucking on the necks
Hormones running high as i relapse
We can switch it up and do it on the deck
Anytime just drop me a text
I'll bring the condoms and get ready for sex
Better head than all my ex
Moaning too much fog up the specs
Want more? lemme recharge tat vibrating objects
Just relax
..
Relax senorita
Take off that passionata
We can do stuff thats plain bizarre
Sneak one right in the cinema
I'll be careful not to leave a scar
Can't help myself, that's just the way i are
Babe, cant handle it ? i know CPR
After this, we go shop for some la Pearla
Get some sippy in the nearby bar
Go at it again, we fuck like the porn star

She said
I <3 u a lot
Must be my words getting her hot
Blood pressure breaking the clot
Tied up together in a knot
Don't slip on that wet little spot
Holy, its wetter than i thought
My love is my sex, for u I have a lot
I have true feelings here, opps, I'm getting caught
What happens now to this plot ?



graphic.

Selfish.

When I open the paper, all i see is hate
How about some love, that would be great
So let me write about it, can you just wait
This is for the world that god did create
Heaven or hell, we'll see on the date
They say if your queer you go to hell
So you better be straight
But I don't believe in those shit
I make my own fate
I be with to whoever I choose to mate
My words got the politicians to debate
But I'm sure all the readers can relate
The pressure that comes with life
All the responsibility on the plate
They say savior, you should be sedate
Writing these shit poems from morning till late
How can they hate the magic my words just made?!

Is it scary from my view
Living with a loosen screw
You don't have a clue
Think my rhymes are through
Chill, I still got a few
Everyone judges who
And yet they wana try my shoe
That I always knew
Inside a lonely heart
Is it scary to you
Others get what you pursue
Your jealousy starts to brew
Do you still want everyone's dreams to come true
Maybe at the end
The evil one is you.

Well,I want to do it my way
Only my pro's are in weigh
I'm a selfish lover everyday
Devil I might portray
Angel in disguise they pray
Again, I ask to myself, who are they
Selfish life, you don't get a say.

Burning Love.

It's just freestyle
All these while
But before we walk a mile
Let me dial
Your number preferred right here right now
Don't get hostile
It's just a trial
I can handle you, I'm versatile
Don't need a while
Gimme a smile and so will I'll
Dine you out
Take you out
Wine you out
Then make you out

Every single time
I get this out and start to rhyme
Talk about love and you come combine
Its write as I go all in my mind
Shakespeare I got him to resign
Baby I give you my love, don't decline
Look up in the sky with the stars go aline
Wish for a dream come true, be a star to shine
Wont walk out of love before I run out of time

Wont talk out of rhyme before next stanza
Make plans with me cause I be your agenda
I love you girl, before, now and afta
Hold me tight, I'm rare like panda
Don't make me repeat twice, don't beg a pardon
Memories are meant to be forgotten but the fire in us still burn.

Deja Vu?

Sometimes, shit just happens the same way it did during high school.
Is it cause I've forgotten the mentality, or the obvious, people never change ?
I think I've gotten used to a certain way, meeting new people / different people who are
not used to me being me, I need to tone it down a notch.

Oh wellz, Life is just a journey of searching who I am.
Sure, insecurity rises when you do not feel you are accepted by someone for being who you
are, so... I don't know... lol
Been running out of ideas / smart-ass comment lately, either the school is stressing me out, or
I might actually have to consider going to one of em seminars to boost up my social skills.

Let's just hope I have a bigger patience than I did when I started off, and wait this shit out.

it's 2am, so me should quit typing on my blog talking to myself and go study !

Look Back at Me.

People today hate too much
So Imma write to give you a nudge
Not the full picture,
Just a simple touch
Artist painting here
How you enrich my life when its poor
They say I sound immature
Jumping onto you without knowing how you were

So I'll call you
Replaying the images when I last saw you
Words coming out freely but all true
She seem to show no interest
Is it work stress
School stress
I know I'm just not the best
If you knew we can't connect, I don't protest
You don't, yet you came and gave a reject
My heart refuse to accept
Lemme prove that you're incorrect
This crush is still stuck in my chest
Don't care bout my past its all wreck

I'm telling you where I'm at
I hope someday you'll look back.

Love Music.

Savior.

I'll be looking for you if your lost
Run away with you behind Kate moss
I'm thinking about you without a pause
Give up everything just so your my because
Got worshiping your beauty so gimme your cross
I say what I mean, I need no applause

Real feelings don't crumble with time
How you feel is how I made my rhyme
Don't mix up me with others in the past
My emotions aren't moving away fast
Never planned for this to begin
Infected with love, its spreading within
Let me live on with your disease
Why find a vaccine when you can be Mr lee's
Its a beautiful story with a hint of magic
This comes from the lyrical maverick
Making love for you, this is the love music.