R.I.P. blog.

I declare my blog dead.

This blog, has just been a graveyard of my rants and emo-posting.
But now, since yours truly is too happy and back to his
very best.

I declare this blog R.I.P.

Till next time, I hope to never post any emo
blog post on this blog again.

I've been cured.

Thank you guys for reading.

Blogging everyday is still only for losers.


Savior Production.

Uh Oh, there I go.

My shades got me blind
Am I the one
You were lookin to find
Tryin to find a meaning
Within my line
Get inside my mind
Stab me from behind
Now you did it
Now you gotta give it
back
throw em in the sack
return it
before you face the savior attack
silicon exploding on your rack
clean you out with that african american jack
so blind
I see no white or black
World is falling apart with this track
So I'm constantly running on every lap
Asian kid gotta practice how to rap

In the shower
On top of the empire tower
On the bottom of world trade center
In the middle of the offender
In the process during a render
Do life like B.I.G.
When smaller is always bigger with lil weezy
You should start lovin me like your enemy
cause your friends change
While I stay the same dirty and greasy
These beat gets me deezy
Crack that bottle on girl that gets needy
Let me do my thing, missy

Stop with that plan to steal my heart
Love will soon tear us apart
So I gave mine to her at the start
Louder with davy jone's heart beat
I eat angel's meat
The devils curse don't mean shit
Used to being hot
So I'm alright with that hells gate heat
I don't serve, I tore you a new rip
Still highlighting me giving them that knockout hit
What goes around / comes around
Back on to the repeat.

Note to self.

Note to self. August 14th.
Back to my very best.
Back to being myself.

Thanks.

14.8.

I doubt many people read my uneventful blog.
But this is for the one special reader.
The 3 post below are for you, and you know it too.
God, this sounds so cheesy and corny.
so...I'm gona stop saying stupid naive stuff like that..


Anyway. thanks for being you.
14.8.

Letter.

Please give me a call
As I wonder off
Look into my crystal ball
Watch my rise and fall
I’ll be grateful
Maybe there’s more past these walls
My eyes staring through the long halls
Life is not that bad after all
Not at all.

Hey dear
Just dropping a quick message
I heard life has been hard lately for you
So I thought I spread you some cheer
I’ll go see you next year
Life seems incomplete when you’re not here
Maybe I’m just naïve
Never know what to believe
Words are made to deceive
Remember my ex?
She said she never leave
But that bitch did, and called the cops on me too
I hope she gets the karma she deserves to receive.

Are you different?
I hope so
We talk on the phone for so long
Share laughs even with our heavy accent
It’s been a while now
And yet we haven’t had our first argument
No worries there
I doubt it will happen
If it does
Who cares?
We’re drowning in the current.

You ever get sad
For no reason at all?
I do
But lately I’m glad
So I write nice poems like these
Why do people blame their fate when their mad ?
I never know
Let’s hope one day you’ll be my best I ever had
Wait, that’s wrong, that’s past tense
I still want this to go on
Man, I’m not even making any sense
And you still laugh at my joke
Must be crazy as I am, no offense
I bet god is laughing too
At our untold story’s expense

I’m trying hard not to sound cheesy
Or too corny
Used to writing sad songs
Or the occasion love fantasy
I apologize if my words are coming on too strong
Was never good in expressing myself all along
We’ll see when the time comes
Whether together we belong
I hope so
Sick of being wrong
If only I’ll be your superman
And you’ll be my weakness kryptonite
My muse for all my write
I looked up horoscopes the other day
To my delight
It said we’ll be alright
Your passion fits into my ego just right
Now the last piece of the puzzle
Will be me getting on the next flight
Who knows, someday,
I just might.

Please give me a call
As I wonder off
Look into my crystal ball
Watch my rise and fall
I’ll be grateful
Maybe there’s more past these walls
My eyes staring through the long halls
Life is not that bad after all
Not at all.

Hello. Hello. Again.

Hello Hello again?

This is getting me obsessed
Swallow down the rhymes to digest
Shit it out it to a release of stress
Many of you never had guessed
I'm writing this during my test
Every page is just another mess
Could I defer the exam with a booty call request
How is this write different from the rest
I haven't looked down her dress
So it's all imagination for the breast
So baby now get undressed
Lemme write to the beat of your chest
You readers got all impressed
Why am I so cursed and blessed

- would you focus on your test sir?
If only I could kill you with my word
Burn down the building with all these nerd
Voodoo you, so gimme more bubbles to stir
Look into the pot all I see is her
Our body parts are in blurred
Must be some Japanese porn, weird
Your friends in shock when they heard
You giving me the L word
Haters can count my fingers
Count to the third
I'm more than just a flirt


If only we solve a brawl without a gun
Instead a war of words should be done
Getting mad at a Facebook comment?
You need to chill out hun
'I'm yours' when jason mraz has none
Come on, I'm just having some fun
I make fun of whoever I want
Here comes the gangsta fans
I better get ready to run
Should I finish what has already begun
Who writes like this?
your looking at the only one
Onto the poetry contest I didn't won

They write about love
but never been
My inspiration comes from the broken violin
Wait, deja vu rhyme for a min
Scary thoughts creeps upon your skin
Writing this put a smile on my grin
I should get awarded the second I'm in
Simply cause my words are real from within

word

Hello. Hello. Linda.

Hello, Hello
I'll be the vamp sucking on the necks
Hormones running high as i relapse
We can switch it up and do it on the deck
Anytime just drop me a text
I'll bring the condoms and get ready for sex
Better head than all my ex
Moaning too much fog up the specs
Want more? lemme recharge tat vibrating objects
Just relax
..
Relax senorita
Take off that passionata
We can do stuff thats plain bizarre
Sneak one right in the cinema
I'll be careful not to leave a scar
Can't help myself, that's just the way i are
Babe, cant handle it ? i know CPR
After this, we go shop for some la Pearla
Get some sippy in the nearby bar
Go at it again, we fuck like the porn star

She said
I <3 u a lot
Must be my words getting her hot
Blood pressure breaking the clot
Tied up together in a knot
Don't slip on that wet little spot
Holy, its wetter than i thought
My love is my sex, for u I have a lot
I have true feelings here, opps, I'm getting caught
What happens now to this plot ?



graphic.

Selfish.

When I open the paper, all i see is hate
How about some love, that would be great
So let me write about it, can you just wait
This is for the world that god did create
Heaven or hell, we'll see on the date
They say if your queer you go to hell
So you better be straight
But I don't believe in those shit
I make my own fate
I be with to whoever I choose to mate
My words got the politicians to debate
But I'm sure all the readers can relate
The pressure that comes with life
All the responsibility on the plate
They say savior, you should be sedate
Writing these shit poems from morning till late
How can they hate the magic my words just made?!

Is it scary from my view
Living with a loosen screw
You don't have a clue
Think my rhymes are through
Chill, I still got a few
Everyone judges who
And yet they wana try my shoe
That I always knew
Inside a lonely heart
Is it scary to you
Others get what you pursue
Your jealousy starts to brew
Do you still want everyone's dreams to come true
Maybe at the end
The evil one is you.

Well,I want to do it my way
Only my pro's are in weigh
I'm a selfish lover everyday
Devil I might portray
Angel in disguise they pray
Again, I ask to myself, who are they
Selfish life, you don't get a say.

Burning Love.

It's just freestyle
All these while
But before we walk a mile
Let me dial
Your number preferred right here right now
Don't get hostile
It's just a trial
I can handle you, I'm versatile
Don't need a while
Gimme a smile and so will I'll
Dine you out
Take you out
Wine you out
Then make you out

Every single time
I get this out and start to rhyme
Talk about love and you come combine
Its write as I go all in my mind
Shakespeare I got him to resign
Baby I give you my love, don't decline
Look up in the sky with the stars go aline
Wish for a dream come true, be a star to shine
Wont walk out of love before I run out of time

Wont talk out of rhyme before next stanza
Make plans with me cause I be your agenda
I love you girl, before, now and afta
Hold me tight, I'm rare like panda
Don't make me repeat twice, don't beg a pardon
Memories are meant to be forgotten but the fire in us still burn.

Deja Vu?

Sometimes, shit just happens the same way it did during high school.
Is it cause I've forgotten the mentality, or the obvious, people never change ?
I think I've gotten used to a certain way, meeting new people / different people who are
not used to me being me, I need to tone it down a notch.

Oh wellz, Life is just a journey of searching who I am.
Sure, insecurity rises when you do not feel you are accepted by someone for being who you
are, so... I don't know... lol
Been running out of ideas / smart-ass comment lately, either the school is stressing me out, or
I might actually have to consider going to one of em seminars to boost up my social skills.

Let's just hope I have a bigger patience than I did when I started off, and wait this shit out.

it's 2am, so me should quit typing on my blog talking to myself and go study !

Look Back at Me.

People today hate too much
So Imma write to give you a nudge
Not the full picture,
Just a simple touch
Artist painting here
How you enrich my life when its poor
They say I sound immature
Jumping onto you without knowing how you were

So I'll call you
Replaying the images when I last saw you
Words coming out freely but all true
She seem to show no interest
Is it work stress
School stress
I know I'm just not the best
If you knew we can't connect, I don't protest
You don't, yet you came and gave a reject
My heart refuse to accept
Lemme prove that you're incorrect
This crush is still stuck in my chest
Don't care bout my past its all wreck

I'm telling you where I'm at
I hope someday you'll look back.

Love Music.

Savior.

I'll be looking for you if your lost
Run away with you behind Kate moss
I'm thinking about you without a pause
Give up everything just so your my because
Got worshiping your beauty so gimme your cross
I say what I mean, I need no applause

Real feelings don't crumble with time
How you feel is how I made my rhyme
Don't mix up me with others in the past
My emotions aren't moving away fast
Never planned for this to begin
Infected with love, its spreading within
Let me live on with your disease
Why find a vaccine when you can be Mr lee's
Its a beautiful story with a hint of magic
This comes from the lyrical maverick
Making love for you, this is the love music.

Marry me.

Hardeep.

My hubby 2 B
When U asked me 2 MARRY U
I said 'Yes I DO'
The things that U do, it was all 4 show
Babe don't U know, that U had me at 'Hello'
Goodbye 2 all my other admirers
They told me of all their desires
Oh the broken hearts
Will they ever 4get the sparks?

Think of all the exciting fun, just U & ME
Oh Holy Mary Mercy ME
This is what love's supposed 2 B
How lucky U R 2 HAVE a fine lady LIKE me
Sent from the heavens, a dream 4 ALL 2 SEE
Love is the essence, love is the bridge of all distance.
*Kiss kiss* let us forever B in this Bliss!



Aether.

This love poem trading just got intense
Imma submit to the suspense
Love knows no distance
Hope you take no offense
Way better than a beauty queen
You get what i mean
All over my dirty dream
Got a rise on the steam
After our wedding, let sex be the theme
Your the one, like I am to Billie jean

As I write this, sparks goes static
You read it, your my love addict
Can't rehab me cause I'm the babe magnet
Turning on all your gadget
The moment you close the doors, we go at it
Say it out, your love got me mad
Give me a kiss, and I'll show you whats on my pad
Oh darling, the best i ever had.

Life's Come Back.

I noticed, everyone's life has been a fight. A fight to survive, and a fight to achieve greatness. Was pretty happy with my recovery recently, whether it was in the poker table, relationship, social status, and also my academic.

In life, I've learned that even when the end seems dark, and if you hit a dead end tunnel, all you have to do is continue working on it, and someday u will dig your way out of misery.

There is so much more to be learned in life, and I do hope that now I'll be more in-control with my addictions. No way do I want to relive what I went through recently. Let's hope this comeback is the best ever.

Thanks for the ones who wished me for my birthday, Sorry, I'm just not into celebrating my birthday.

Still a kid in a big world, just better and wiser than last year.

Leo's are coming

Yes, July 24th is coming, hence, it means the starting of the horoscope LEO. The pride, the king of the horoscopes, the leader of all is coming.

Why ? Cause we are fucking proud to be Leo.

Leo's are natural born leaders.

Lets begin a strong long list of crazy achievements that LEO people have done.

1. WALK ON THE MOON. yes, Neil Armstrong. - the 1st person on the moon, WAS A LEO.
One Small Step for Man, One Huge Step for LEO.

I bet someone else was suppose to take the step 1st, but he just pushed them out of the way.

Leo Attribute shown - Must be the 1st in everything, so people will remember you forever.

2. BE PRESIDENT. the SAVIOR of the world. - BARACK OBAMA, oh come on, you think that Obama was treated like a celebrity for no reason ?
He is a LEO, of course he loves the attention and his capable of using his leo's power to charm the world. It's not that hard to charm people when your a leo.

Leo Attribute shown - Enjoying being the leader, Savior of others. Giving other people hope, carrying people's burden.


Okay, those are the 2 big ones.
Now onto showbiz.

okay, let's be honest here, we Leo's are good when we are riding high

3. Whitney Houston

She was one of the biggest names in music during thhe 80's and 90's, with her recent drug problem solved, now she is planning her big comeback. LEO style.

Leo Attribute shown - having a god given talent, but throwing it away, simply cause she still knows shes better than most singer out there.

4. Madonna

the queen of music herself is a LEO too. From her off stage wild party flesh showing antics, and her bravery to say anything she wants, she is definitely one of the Leo's that truly shines.

Leo Attribute shown - brave and proud to show off her sexual side publicly and being different from all the other musicians nowadays, in a league of her own.

you would get the joke if you known that madonna was in a movie called ' a league of their own'

5. Arnold Schwarzenaegger

Mr. Terminator, Mr Governor of California, his a fucking Leo too. Using his popularity to then turn leader. Surprised ? Come on, after looking at Obama, you shouldn't be surprise. Any Leo Leader probably wins the crowd by his popularity, rarely do we actually need to show what we are capable of.

Leo Attribute shown - Smart enough to transform his popularity to getting leadership support from the public.

6. Halle Berry

The First EVER african - american woman to win Oscar Best Actress award. Enough said.

Leo Attribute shown - Making black woman proud, A leader definitely.

7. Jennifer Lopez

The most influential hispanic singer in the world, has been in relationships with high profile celebrity, from P.diddy to ben affleck, and now married to marc anthony. and HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE HER ASS.

Leo Attribute shown - Bringing class, fame and lust to everywhere she goes, everyone she meets.

8. J.K. Rowling

yea yea... get excited at the name.. harry potter and all, i'm not a fan. but you gotta respect how she bullshit'd her way into millions of dollars. Pure Leo... totally capable of sucking fans in.


Leo Attribute shown - Using her creativity to the best, When Leo talks, you listen and want somemore.


With so many more Leo's out there.. Lisa kudrow - the only cast of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. who won an oscar. Sean Penn, best actor of the year during the last oscars.
Ah yes.... sure, it might seem abit showing off this post, but suck it, Leo's are coming.

You want a harmony filled balanced company, go get a libra or something.. want revenge... get a scorpio, you want unwanted drama and waste of time romance, get a gemini.

You want leader, fame, fortune, looks, confidence.

Get yourself a Leo.

Come & Get Me

Aether.

Tick Tock
now the time is up
Aether is here, so haters I say what is up
They try to lock me up
Put me to rehab, 12 steps to clean me up
It's Aether rapping now, so shut the fuck up


Global warming melts to my pumped up heat
Declare war with this simple do re mi beat
Revenge is a bitch, but I prefer it sweet
They tell me, savior you should call it quit
Those motherfuckers even got Lucinda into so much shit
Its still me and her against the world, no plans to call it quit
I lost my eye on the ball, I'm sad to admit
But prepare for total destruction, for all the crimes I'm to commit
I say fuck the world, try to keep me down, now you feeling my spit
Hold my hand tight girl, together we're gona make it
I needed them, but they weren't there, so to hell with it
You know who you are, so let me cut the split


The world killed savior, so now Aether is having a go
If you ain't here when I need you, you bitches need to go
I ain't got time for no gemini bullshit, just to let you know
Shout out to jun hong, you know I always got your back bro
Dust the rust off, see bitches, I'm still stealing the show
Lucinda babe, You know I got money to throw
Why bother listening to a liar talking how she sold drugs for the dough
The more lies dropped, the longer her nose grow
What you gonna do? you don't get to kill me twice in a row
Savior's collapse was yesterday, history, the past, ages ago
Aether is now running the rhymes, so say hello
I'm the comeback pro
After I'm done with these shot, I reload with more ammo
Should I forgive and forget the past ? My answer will be no
You still hear the fans cheering their veneror

Come & get me

It's time to just let me be.

9. Aether.

9.

We had such potential
Such promise,
But responded my gifts.
And so, I am leaving you.
Our world is ending,
Life must go on.

Savior.

It was the darkest time
It was the dimmest of hours
As I stood alone
In a world, that was alone
Seeing the end
But preventing from reaching the end
Sometimes fear, is the right response
All time, endure will summon the magic of wands
A new story teller
A new creator
Knows not, but to save me today
Knows no other, but to pave my way
The world that I knew of is collapsing
Detox effect is soon to be relapsing
A war within
Accompanied with a battle between
Fallen savior
Death of the savior
Life must go on
When all is destroyed
All there is left, is to rebuild
Time comes ticking when all hopes are gone
Eternity realized when you accept you stand alone
Aether, I'm creating you
The world that I know is ending
You will go on.

Real Emotions.

Going through life is not easy, break a habit is not easy too.
I am currently going through a relationship bump I guess ? Maybe its the signaling of the end coming soon, or maybe it's just a scar to make me stronger. Who knows right.

This is what I learned from my previous experience, and I'm here to share it.
When a relationship ends, you probably have a few things in mind

1. You will constantly wonder what will your ex partner be doing, wondering is he/she dating other people. Basically, you want them to be unhappy, never happier than you are.

2. Then comes to lonely nights, lonely days where you noticed, by having a relationship, you have isolated most of your friends, and they are... not really there for you anymore. That's where most people panic / get desperate, and go for the 'rebound'.

3. Of course, on comes the sex need, you either call a call girl / hook up with some random person. aka the rebound / or u have chronic masturbation. Either way, it does not end well there.

A break up is not all bad, it takes an estimated time of..maybe 30 to 50 days to get over a serious relationship. By then, you will notice, it the guy/girl, was not that influence or not that important as you thought they were. By then, you would had noticed your more focus on your own work, your own social network, your own life, and of course, financially.

The funny thing is, you will probably give all of them up just to be in love again. How stupid humans are these days.

The one thing that you never noticed, is that you have already matured in ways you never imagined.

1. You've learned how to cope with losing someone, meaning next time if you break up again, just go through the same routine, instead of being the doormat some posers do by begging their partners to take them back.

2. You've learned not to trust people that easily. Meaning, being more independent.

3. You went through hell and you noticed, you are still alive. yes, you are still breathing and still alive. Yes, you went through hell, a lonely spell, and you went through it. Be proud of yourself.


Life is still good regardless. When you notice no matter what life throws at you, you take it and move on. Don't you just feel proud of yourself ?

Life is real, filled with real emotions. So no worries, emotions come and go, the low won't stay forever.

Heal yourself, move on, and live your life, without dwelling about the past.

Before I Self Destruct - The Ugly Within

At this moment, I truly think I have nothing to look forward to in Canada. LoL.
Hitting an all time low in life. Still in shock after a turn of events lately, funny how I finally found someone, yes, the ONLY ONE, that I really trust, turns out to be the one cheating behind me.
Maybe it's just karma, or maybe it's just fate.
Probably God has something installed for me in the future.

Every day is a chance for a new stance.
Every song is the beginning of a new dance.

So I guess, I have to wait this horrible moment out. As resentment goes, I blame myself for putting trust in anyone at all. This is what I have in mind, when a relationship goes through too much bumps, it is so broken up, that sometimes, you just have to let it go when the time is right. You can love someone, but not be in love with them.

Since shit like that happened, I wake up everyday, avoiding looking into the mirror, and disgusted at all my photos. I feel the ugly within me is matching my ugly on the outside.

For now, I just wish something new would come along, at least give me some hope that life is not as dark as I see it now.

This is truly. Before I Self Destruct.

Reaching Out.

I describe what I see within my sight
Look at the world from above the height
War and violence on every sight
Hatred and vengeance in every write
I'm not trying to preach, I'm here to enlight
We are selfish, unappreciative just like we did to mike

His gone now
His gone now
You tell me to move on but i don't know how
Mistaken once, mistaken twice I won't allow
So I say it's all about love to everyone
All is forgiven, after all is said and done
Let's love each other, put down all our gun
We meet natural disasters that leaves us with none
Losing love ones every minute, hour, day, month

Heartbreak
Heartache
Overwhelmed with tears upon my wake
Drip by drip it fills the lake
Of my sorrow, of my regret,
Comforting smile I just can't fake
Only when we lose something we remember how to love
Forget how to hate
I guess we never do learn
As the devil enjoys watching the world burn
We be back on selfishness after every turn

Politicians they be lying
Guys they be womanizing
Girls they be materializing
I wonder if rain means God might be crying
The world has it's beautiful side, there's no denying
Time to show some love, no harm trying
When life is hard to get through
Just so you know, I'm here reaching out to you
Life is imperfect, but still beautiful.

Back on the Broken Violin.

Oh my god
This is just music to my ears
The voices I now hear

Noises from my broken violin
Now on I do no harm but sin
Destroy the world with my inner twin
Feeling the drugs run wild in within
Running through the vain under my skin
Let the hallucinations begin
The world look down on me, but I hold up my chin
Masterminding all the ideas got my head spin
They ask savior now where have you've been
I'm back now,
Let me show you how I play my broken violin

Shh, I have a little secret i want to share
Hidden contempt for you, are you aware
How dare you take me and you to compare
Saying how you work for the money to spare
While I was fed with silver spoon millionaire
Stepping on thin ice dear, so beware
This broken violin can still play some flare
Watch me as I go crazy be your worse nightmare
I've done it once, now just don't be scare
They boast how they work hard to climb up the stair
Now they awaken me, watch me walk on air
Red eyes with vengeance glare
Sight locked onto you, follows you everywhere

Do you remember who was here
Who was here to give you some cheer
After you went through hell for a year
You took it all in with my volunteer
While I sacrificed all my final frontier
Gonna turn reality all the ones you fear
Promises were broken, remaining dreams disappear
Rebuilding on hatred grounds with my engineer
I need to tell you, I hate all of you to be sincere
Only cheer is when I see you in tear
Oh thank the lord, cause the end is near
The broken violin plays by the notes I hear
Whats going through my mind, speeding without a gear
M357 is my only friend, let's just be clear
These words, full of hatred, full of joy to my ear

They deem me screwed up, while I say I'm gifted
Fuck those non-believers, I'm just complicated
Introduce anger management, never bother to be consulted
Gave you a smile and pretends everything is fine when confronted
I don't take the high road, Stab you from behind with my hatred
Two face kid, good boy in front of mama, if she knew who I was
She would had wished she never mated

Junhong is telling me to hold on and get a grip
Why should I, when I'm sinking this relationship
No mercy on my soul, so curses voodoo off my lip
I have the best skills in revenge that one could equip
Long rhymes, more ideas but this is just a preview drip
Before it overflows, and the switch permanently flip

I'm back on my drug
Gonna pull my own plug
No, i don't deserve your hug
Rob and stab you like a lyrical thug
Play on my broken violin
Out of tune, but still a beautiful sin.

Where we are, King. Feat Michael Jackson

Where are you ?
So Michael Jackson passed on
You pretend to show interest in him?


Michael Jackson

Can it be I stayed away too long
Did I leave your mind when I was gone
It's not my thing trying to get back
But this time, let me tell you where I'm at
You don't have to worry 'cause I'm coming
Back to where I should have always stayed
And now I've heard the maybe to your story
And it's enough love for me to stay

Savior.
They make a big deal out of my lyric
Protesting it like it's black voodoo magic
Say I ain't that lyrical
They have to pray for a miracle
Everyone says they are honest
They call me two faced when I throw in my bluntness

Throw in my pen
But I won't stop unless time comes to end
Time for me to hide
All the tears that I cried
Forgetting the pain, I really tried
The king ain't dead, look how famous he is worldwide

Heaven ain't that far
Take this time to celebrate THE pop star
We are the world
you were our world, yes you still are
I wana be where you are


Michael Jackson

Can it be I stayed away too long
Did I leave your mind when I was gone
It's not my thing trying to get back
But this time, let me tell you where I'm at
You don't have to worry 'cause I'm coming
Back to where I should have always stayed
And now I've heard the maybe to your story
And it's enough love for me to stay

Michael Jackson Tribute.

Savior.

Wake me up now, it must be just a dream
You are not alone, but we are alone now it seem
That p.y.t. be crying her eyes off the extreme
We be cursing those accusations and planned scheme
Silence, you hear the stranger of moscow scream
Gone too soon, I only caught a single little gleam

Let me do the moon walk
Debut off the wall, Jacksons unite on the hater talk
Don't need no criminal, his too smooth for a glock
Grab the crotch, the bass goes as billie jean's world got rock
Let them laugh and mock
He don't need to be black or white to stand out of the flock
Thrilling all you haters, 25 years as the big dog of the block
100 millions sold, even mount Everest can't do the top
Beat it perez hilton , long live the king of pop
Best entertainer, revolutionized the pop and lock

I see the man in the mirror
He lost his idol, so did the world
We are the world, now we sing along
Children, let's all keep each other strong
Liberian girl sobbing all night long
Now the king is on heaven where he belong
The good always die young, even if they do no wrong
He was invincible, changing lifes with just some simple song



Michael Jackson. Forever in us.

Michael Jackson.

The King of Pop has passed on, but his legacy shall remain for decades to come.
It came as a major surprise to everyone, with his 50 concert in O2 arena coming up.
To be honest, Michael Jackson played a big part in my growing up.
Yea, he had an influence on me being who I am today.
From his electrifying dance moves to his showmanship, I use to imitate his moonwalk and most of his dance moves, emulating the energy he projects when he is performing and such.
Let's just say, I feel really sad, not just cause of his death, but for everyone around him.

Like it or not, michael jackson gave an estimate amount of 23 million to charity. Yes, 23 MILLION, and yet, people view him as a child molester, when he was trailed twice, and found NOT GUILTY. So STOP WITH THE ACCUSATION.

Thriller, the biggest selling album OF ALL TIME. Sold an estimate amount of 100 MILLION to date. Can you top that ? no, you can't.

His music touched all of our hearts, constantly trying to find the goodness in a corrupted and violent world. From love to heartbreak to just plain crazy dance moves, Michael Jackson - IS the complete performer, and the KING OF POP.

After so many people betraying him, accusing him, still he NEVER once turning the fans down.

We humans are a selfish race. Yes, this will totally dominate headlines, while other people might be asking why is michael jackson's death worth headline instead of whats happening in Iran?
Let me tell you why, cause I don't give a shit about Iran.
I care about michael jackson, cause he was a part of my childhood. So yes, I think he deserves this send off by the media.

Now, onto the BAD PART of this blog.
Perez hilton, I never liked you, now, I sincerely hope you do suffer in your life.
Hollywood gossip blogger posted this on his website when the mj's news broke out.

You insensitive motherfucker.
I hope someone beats you up good someday.

Let me tell you why I cried so hard for the loss of Michael Jackson.
Like him or not, his music was one of a kind.
No autotune, No any fancy remix. Just plain good heart warming n beat bassing melody.
If you can't appreciate michael jackson song, you don't appreciate music.
Just log onto facebook or any website, EVERYONE is talking about Michael Jackson.
We are talking about someone who hasn't had an album out in more than 8 years, but still be able to remain relevant to his fan base.


Michael jackson, you inspired me, and I thank you for that. Fuck the haters, We remain loyal to you. The good do die young, Michael Jackson - King of Pop, lives on in us.

Kiss me already. II

Keep on going
Keep the love flowing
Right, that's the spot
Let me start it off the top
Planning to slide down your hips
May our kiss be the last taste of one another's lips

It don't get any better than a stolen kiss
Set my soul on fire with eternal bliss
Make love to you right now, give you a taste
Let me brush the hair away from your face
Drown into each other's eyes with nothing left
I leaned in as you took a deep breath

Closed our eyes as our lips met
The feeling, was out of the expect
Our soul went warm, body felt tingly
Three seconds lasted for eternity

Heartbeat rose as we split apart
Have I stolen your breath
or was it a stolen heart
For someone just like you
Making me feel the way you do

Got me thinking about you everywhere I turn
Your kiss is the torch where all my love burns
I can't explain how you make me feel
Are these just words, or is love secretly real.


Savior.

Kiss Me Already.

I like talking to you because I know that you love listening to me, or is it that you like watching my lips move? And when I catch you watching me so intensely, I smile, then look away.

I know that you didnt really pay any attention to what I've just been saying, because your eyes were too busy feasting on me. All you heard were soft whispers from my voice, that tingled something inside you.

It's ok, I don't have to talk, I just want to look at you, while you let your imagination flow.
Be careful though, excitement can be overwhelming, even though one can't be blamed for such indulgence.

Why don't you get alittle closer, I know you want to. Take my soft hands into yours and feel. Do you like the warmth of them? Move your lips closer to mine, slowly, do you feel excited or lustful?

(to be continued.....sometimes it's not the destination but the journey that's most sensual)




By Harddeep.

I want revenge.

Savior.


I want revenge
My volcano mind is ready to erupt
I get revenge
Won't stop til I'm creatively bankrupt
I want revenge
Obsessed with it got my moral corrupt
I get revenge
Get some insurance, prepare to feel the destruct
I'm talking, so don't you dare interrupt

Now they talking like they up to par
Air headed like the Ronaldo saga
Let the savior share you a little story
This haters once tried to hurt me
I swiped them up and got them in plastic surgery
Knees on the ground pleading a plea
Sorry guys, I don't feel no mercy

Don't give a shit about who's who
Call 911, cause you don't know what to do
Cry help for emergency rescue
Can't even talk no shit when I'm through
Run, but can't hide from my voodoo

Stuck in the needle
You be bleeding from the middle
Say what i want, you ain't worth my rap
It''s me against all of you, let's keep it like that
Disappear from the world, not locatable in Google map
Me vs u, no contest, too much of a gap

I don't hate you
I just want to destroy you
That's why i don't toy with you
Smile all you want
Watch me slap you right at the front
I don't care of your an alpha male or a cunt
Dare you to come reply to my rant

It's no longer a gift, it's now a curse
Pray to Lord tell em about my verse
Cause things are soon to be worse
Holy water ain't no remedy for reverse
Get the slayers, but it wont be the first
Silver bullet doesn't do the deed just
Run now before you find out vengeance does

I want revenge.

Bad guys have all the fun.

Ever hated something about me? I'm sure you do. From my reckless ways in life to my harsh words for almost everyone.
I'm back on my asshole side, and it feels good. As off late I haven't been doing much, so what the hell, must as well just be an asshole again.
It is so fun, I missed it a lot for sure.

Just facing the consequences from my latest diss. 'post this on facebook', the funny thing is, more than 2 people thought I was dissing them ! hahaha, funny shit.

Nothing much has changed, I'm still the same. For the people I like, I still love you much as usual.
Only for the people that I dislike, I'm sure you can careless about me too, but I'll just take you as inspiration for new ideas. Is that cool ? Of course it's cool, not like you can do anything about it anyway.

Time to play the bad guy all over again. hehe

Why are you so obsessed with me.

This is cool.
Let keep it old school
Please reply me, let's make this a duel
When I see a fire burning, I must add in the fuel
Like a collector I steal and kill for the jewel
Maybe sometimes words turn heartless and cruel
So keep it hard, we don't go with no rule
Why are you so obsessed, makes you look like a fool
Pick on someone your own size,don't be a tool

Someone had to sin to today
Why not be me, you be my prey
Maybe I'm just being mean, I'll end up in hell someday
Maybe I'm just delusional, sold my conscience away
Writing love, heartbreak, hatred, all ideas for me to play
Don't take this personally, it's not my fault Savior's world is grey
Picking back up where I left off, you were just in my way
Funny Funny, I think these words don't hurt, their just plain cliche

Are you obsessed with me?
You think I'm checking out your breast
I see you stalking how I dressed
You need rehab, your plain obsessed
I read what you wrote, i ain't impressed
Don't talk shit to me, give that a rest
You would not get to me even if you tried your best
Move on from me, that's just what I suggest

Don't talk to me, unless your here doing an arrest
Your lifestyle of doing nothing is getting you stressed
Your obsession need to be second guessed
You ain't no Mesiah, your just a pest
Deep down, your disturbed and depressed
Another day of schizo, another scar sinned on my chest

Post this on facebook.

F-acebook me now, post this shit up facebook
U-nlike any beautiful poem, she ugly in all her look
C-hange the style, fob, goth, emo, you can't make a cent even if you hook
K-awaiiii, no bitch, your fucking ugly

Y-ou should know your role, don't be a wanabe
O-h my god, stop stalking me, I can sense your envy
U-nofficially a slut, your just ugly and lonely

U-ncle boyfriend chasing, you make it your life story
G-irl trying hard to lose her unwanted virginity
L-et me erases that topless image burns in my memory
Y-ou think I'm going too hard on you? go and cry to mommy

B-etter know who you are, those pictures better stop
I-'m trying to warn you before I wipe you up with my mop
T-ake a moment and read the hidden message from the top
C-hange that status, cause you ain't cool, your a fashion flop
H-ope you understand the encryption that I'm about to drop

Interview with the vampire.

Tell me I'm clever,

Tell me I'm kind,

Tell me I'm talented,

Tell me I'm cute,

Tell me I'm sensitive,

Graceful and wise,

Tell me I'm perfect--

But tell me the truth.

Way I Are.

Paradise Fall.

Savior.

Rap is so basic,
Just flow me with the music,
And here comes the lyric
Love is just an addict,
Can't get away with love sick,
Don't leave me in heartache.

Look into your eyes,
Now baby, I'm in paradise
That music syncing our flow
Love love love baby,
Kiss me under the mistletoe

Baby please
Hold me, complete my masterpiece
Baby girl,
Now let it snow,
But don't let me go

That little box under the tree
A little love note written by me
A little love gift from Santa
On going with our love saga

So sweet
So sing along,
Again with the repeat
Bring it back with the beat

Piano jazzing with the base
Kiss me passionately, give me a taste
Lets not let the moment go a waste
Now girl, your melting to my freestyle
I'll send chills back up to you with my smile
Just a little bit of romance, makes it worthwhile

It's half past three
Leave the night up to me
Lite you up like a Christmas tree
Love you, just like you love me.

Secret Diary of a London Call Girl.

Savior.

He was just a boy
Treated him with love like my toy
After all love is just a marketing ploy
Today center of my pillow
Tomorrow say goodbye to your shadow
Piece by piece
Kiss by kiss

Next week same time
Your place or mine
It's all the same
Just a client with a different name
Don't question my heart
I just did my part
Wasn't meant to be from the start

Book me a room or an resort
I'll be the girlfriend escort
Just don't come up short
I'm your secret discretion
Experience makes me top of my profession
Leave you feeling special after one session
But you're just another man, hides my confession
Wonder if the wife will raise the question
Where is the hubby going to release his obsession

Call me a whore
Take a sneak peak in my drawer
Bondage, fetish, even hardcore
I'm the girlfriend everyone adores
Unrealistic fantasy fulfilled behind closed doors
Show me the money, and I'll show you where to put yours
Name me the prostitute, the call girl, bet you could think of more

Need a companion, call me
Payed to satisfy all your inquiry
Just keep this between you and me
You are reading the call girl's diary.

Mom.

I know, I've written alot before
But now, when the ideas are gone
Time for something that comes from the inside

Savior.

Mommy, this is my confession
No matter what I did, you still showed me affection
Passing down what you knew to me, mother son chain reaction
But I never showed you my full appreciation
For standing by me no matter what was my action
I was selfish to only think of my own satisfaction
Hope it's not too late for me to undo the subtraction
Paying back my debts to you in this uneven equation
So this verse is for you, my dedication.


These words are being born from a broken heart
Not just love, a mother's love is always the main part
As I was packing my bags preparing to depart
Memory of how you taught me to draw and paint the art
All your effort for an only child, hoping he'll turn out smart
Sometimes I just wish in life I could hit restart
Give mommy a hug everyday, bless her heart

Your kid was playful, so he lived on the edge
Drugs, sex, money was mainly the life of his college
Forgetting all the lessons, Ignoring all the knowledge
Passed down by you, betraying his own pledge

I can't write much now, been lost in life
Lost for emotions, lost for words, no passion to strive
Recalling how you rushed over to see me when I went under the knife
The moment I opened my eyes from surgery
First thing I saw was dear mommy
Everything mommy did, it was for me
That warms my heart to a thousand degree

Hope my words are able to scream out loud
How I want to do you proud
Mommy is not here right now, So I see her in every cloud
Always believe an outcast like me would standout from the crowd
I'll clean up myself and make you proud
This is a promise, savior vowed.

Schiophrenia. feat Rem, Averira.

Hi sir, Sorry to say
you have been diagnosed with Schizophrenia


I guess now it's time to embrace the name
Savior, now Imma destroy the game
Kill you bitches, trademark with my fame
Life now will never be the same
ever again
this is just the voices going insane
words inspiration comes from the pain
Now I'm gonna infect all you with the venomous rain


Presenting Rem, tell em

You see the shadows coming, you see the monsters stare,
But its only you who sees them, but you tell others "BEWARE!!"

You think of crazed things, like demons, suicide, and worse,
You think of love and murder, but then again you feel no remorse.

Your body is made of uncanny movements, you scream, and yell, and twitch,
You feel your brain cells fry, like an unseen computer glitch.

There is something wrong in your head, you speak in a monotonous voice,
Your dispassionate, you appear apathetic, but then again you have no choice.

Your friends and family greet you, but you just run and hide,
You care to visit know one, you act like a loved one just died.

Your brain no-longer functions, you cannot reason, you just lie in bed,
Your life has been cut short, you have Schizophrenia, and are now brain dead.



I take great pleasure to introduce - Aveira -

In my nightmares

I am alone in the dark

I am in my room and there is this sound

this voice I can't remember

telling me to turn around

be careful

and there are these eyes

staring, cold and dead

these things fly around me

laying eggs in the bed,

they are gross, disgusting

they crawl on my skin and I scream

until I awake

scared, lonely, my heart pounding

all alone in the dark.



Savior.

You see
You hear
Feel the fear
The voices come to me
The voices talk to me
Now the shadow in the mirror walks to me

An old lady in need, should I save her
Maybe I should kill her, leave her children moaning in tear
So many thought with a twist
My mind was long gone, it don't exist
Should I give you my hugs and kisses
Resisting the urge to break you into pieces

But I ain't working for the devil
The torment I cause deserves a lower burning level
Skinning off your nails, I promise to be gentle
Squeeze your eyes, now it be my drinking bottle
Strap your neck, reliving my childhood poodle
Shower your bloody body from the kettle
Burn baby burn, your scream be my fantasy's title
Maybe I've gone insane, just a little

Just a little.

Bye Bye, Thanks for the memories.

Ronaldo is leaving for Real Madrid this summer. Thoughts ? Oh sad and sorrow.
Ronaldo is leaving for Real Madrid this summer for a fee of 80 mil pounds, which converts to RM 365 Mil. Thoughts ? Oh, he will be missed, give me Ribery's agent number.


With skills, looks, show boating, he is the perfect trick pony with an arrogant ego that is well deserved. Just like all pretty things in this world, they don't last. Remember how sad was it when Beckham left for Madrid? and yet, we won 4 epl titles, champs league, fa cup, carling cup, world club cup, community shield. While madrid....won nothing.

Just like any other beautiful summer fling, Ronaldo was indeed, just a fling. Loyalty was always an issue for you, so for an unloyal soldier to leave the camp, we should rejoice, and say thank you for the memories.

Like a relationship, if the girl is unloyal, squeeze as much out of her before leaving him. It is someone else's problem now.

Beautifully Done Pick Up.

Gimmick Approach

A good opening line that I used to use in random parties is by holding a paper and a pen while approaching the target. Why? - The music probably be loud as hell, and probably everyone will be talking, so that will make me stand out.

Going to pick up a girl is like trying to buy a slim fitting jeans right before the store closes. If the girl is not giving you the response you like, cut the bait and move on with the next target.

This is one of the ways to open up a girl. Take a piece of note, and scribble this on it.

"Hi," I'm taking a survey on bad lines. Circle which one you think is the worst."

"1. `Come here often, sugar pants?'
"2. `Hey, baby. Can we go out in the cold and hug?'
"3. `Hi. I'm taking a survey on bad lines.'"

90% of the time it gets a laugh, if it doesn't, move on. Why want a girl who can't laugh take a joke.
After she laughs, ask her to tell you the worse lines that has been used on her. Then your in for a conversation, simple as that !

Even if you get rejected, you might learn that maybe some of your opening lines are the ones that ladies think of as being worst lines !


The Direct Approach

Usually, the waitresses / bar tenders are wayyyy more attractive than the customers in a venue, so if you were planning to make an impression on her, this will be the way.


"I don't mean to interrupt you while you are working, but I just wanted you to know that I think you're one of the most attractive women I've ever seen, and I'm really glad I worked up the courage to introduce myself to you."

Tell her your name, ask her hers, and then let her get back to work.

Chances are, she will remember you. Girls like guys who have balls. Be wrong and strong.
For me, I am unapologetic and I give no mercy.
I used to tell people to cancel off on their dates or even family with a simple text message reply.
If a girl is planning on canceling out on our date cause she has to go to work or needs to study, I reply a simple text message like

- Call in sick, You'll have more fun with me -

Why with the short messages ? Guys usually ramble on and on, without getting to the point. Ever wonder why the billboards and advertising people put in hours of work just to come up with the ONE LINE ? right, people rather read one powerful line than an essay just to get to the point.

So always do this, one line if you are asking the girl out. Don't go all one line throughout the whole relationship tho, that's just stupid......


Flirts

Okay, obviously I can't talk much about body language here, But I can share some nice lines for you guys to try it out !

If you want to pick up someone in public, you need to keep your distance. It is a dangerous world out there, girls will naturally keep their distance with strangers.

So if you were to open a girl, you start with a simple compliment

- I like your hat -
girl - aww, thanks -

Pause. 1.

-I like your shoes-
girls - thx -

Pause, look at her sides, smile and say it with as much humor as possible
- Come to think of it, I like everything about u ! -

If she doesn't laugh, then just pull out of the set. The set is going nowhere. She needs to loosen up, her guard is up against you.

-My name is james, so whats your name miss perfection?'

Once she tells you her name, you say

- I can tell that you are a woman with good taste, know how I know that ? -
- how? -
- Cause you've been laughing at all my jokes -

She probably laugh the loudest this time, hit iron when it's hot !
- Give me five -
Put up ur palm for the 'give me five' movement, while she replies you with her palm too
heres the sneaky trick - Cross your fingers with her fingers when you guys are high fiving.
Get what I mean ? it is like you guys are holding hands, fingers crossing each other.

Why? This is a compliance test. If she grabs onto your palm like your grabbing onto hers, she is physically comfortable with you, if her high five is weak, your probably riding your luck and luck might run out soon !


That is all for today, I am SURE many people will give me shit about this blog post, its either loved or hated at the end. So there you go.

Don't hate the player, Hate the game.

The Hiatus Continues.

I wonder why, I haven't been able to think of anything to write lately!
If you have ANY ideas AT ALL about what I should be writing about, drop down a message on the chat box!

And I have ABSOLUTELY nothing to blog about! I always said that my blog will never be about what I did in my day or like other snoozer blogs about hows their life.
But sadly, there is nothing that's coming to mind lately.
Not even a piece that I've read is worth remixing.


Sorry, I have failed you as a blogger.

Here, for what it's worth, here are some scribbles that I manage to write.
It is from a friend of mine who enjoys writing 'love songs' and lovy dovy poem.
To be honest, I think he is lyrically weak, maybe some girls will like it.
So here it is - Steve's Farewell.

Steve.

There's no more tears to cry,
I feel nothing,
But a hollow chest inside.
Just trying to decide,
How I keep holding on,
How I can't banish this feeling,
Make it gone,
Honestly what have I done wrong,
why am I writing
this soulless song.

I’m too far gone,
my friends tell…
So here I am
my last farewell…
here I am
an empty shell
here in Bethany,
my heart fell.
Ill take this chance to allow,
I’ll take my leave
my final bow.

Savior.

Hey steve,
These are words of hurt
Wipe off tears, dust off the dirt
I'll be chasing another skirt
Broken hearted walkin in a lone desert
Hole in my chest, love on my shirt

She said she's heaven sent
Truth prevail, words she never meant
Tears be coming, I need an umbrella tent
Did you really dig it till this extent
Burry my memories with a sealed cement
I'm tired, but the scars don't break the torment

Now say with me bro
Let it go
Let it go
Partnered by my lone shadow
Shes shallow turned hollow
So I say
Now you know
Now you know

Heading for a heartbroken surgery
Sewing me back up, it's an emergency
Revive up a brand new me
Don't want to recognize her when shes on tv
Ain't passing by our spot the lemon tree
Craved love forever, but there was never a we
This is my last farewell
Savior's finale.

Sad Songs Playlist.

Hey people! if you are feeling down, no problem, I got just what you need.
Just leave this page on and enjoy the music !

You are coming on too strong.

People usually worry about whether the guy/girl they are dating or chasing are just not that into them. Well, I am here to acknowledge you guys that, words always lie, but body language never.

All so often, you see a guy coming on too strong to a girl, how ?

1. When you are walking, your hands is on her waist, when shes just walking normally with her hands free from you. This is a classic sign of how the guy is giving the girl too much attention, the girl will either feel overwhelmed by the attention given or she is going to get bored of you soon enough. Guys who always have their hands around their girl's waist, are the guys who are either dating the girl with sex as the main motivation / insecure / showing off.

2. When you are eating, the guy sits right beside you, even when there's only 2 of you, and he could had sat opposite facing you. BIG MISTAKE guys. Why would you want to sit beside her ? cause you can get in more physical contact ? Wrong.
During meal time, it is one important time to bond, have some solid conversations. By sitting side by side with her, when the whole restaurant everyone is sitting opposite of each other, you have lowered your value, and definitely look DESPERATE.

3. Well, okay, what you say might show how stupid stupid are you. When a guy / girl says 'I'll wait for you'. Because you just rejected them. You need to find the closest exit, and run towards it ! A guy / girl who said such things, are definitely INEXPERIENCE and does not know how to treat you !

Imagine, if that person expects you to like him/her, because they WAITED for you, won't that just makes you look like a fool ? they are implying, 'If I can't get you by heart, I'll just wait till you give up on rejecting me'. And there are more than 90% of guys out there who think that line actually shows loyalty and the girl might get emotionally touched. Scary eh.

4. When you are out with her shopping or just chilling, please, try your best not to follow her EVERYWHERE she goes. I mean, seriously, have some common sense, if she wanted to date someone who follows her 24/7, she would had gotten a dog. If you are out shopping with her, don't just stupidly stand there while she shops, you shop too. Remember, it's an outing, you are not her bitch.

5. Make the decisions. If the girl ask 'so where you wana go eat', and you have no idea whats her favorite food, here's the trick. Answer with your favorite food, and she will probably be 'no, I hate that', this will be your chance to say, 'well, okay, we'll just go to your choice, I'm not familiar with this place'. See, it was YOU who decided who got to decide where to go to eat. Trust me, small details like these matters.

Sometimes the girl will be all decisive, it is your job to support her and say 'let's do it, if it sucks, you have me to suffer with you.' Cause at the end, the food...does not matter, it is the conversation that does.

If you are always 'whatever, we do anything you like' then yes, you are definitely getting annoying.

6. Stop asking her whether she is mad at you, if she is, you will know. Her life is not just about you.

7. If she/he says something about the past, such as ex bf / gf, and you do feel the details given is abit too much, do not just put on a frown face and get pissed off. Do this.
Say politely, 'well, that's alright, but is it okay that we leave those stuff out, I rather not talk about it, I want to talk about you more.'

8. Do not brag. I swear, MOST GUYS DO THIS. Such as putting on your msn nickname 'Omg, my baby today gave me a gift, i love my baby, shes soooo good to me' Mistake. Privacy alert. She is dating you, not a celebrity.

9. Not remembering how to be yourself. If she slaps you or does anything really rude to you, you have the right to walk off. Let your partner know, you are not their whipping bitch, you deserve just as much as they do.

10. Don't try too hard, if you initiate a kiss, you go 90, she goes 10. Remember that.

Hiatus - Rebuild | Reborn.

After finally killing off Savior in my latest writing ( cause the writings lately were getting really bad ). I decided to take a hiatus from posting any writing I cook up. You guys can enjoy reading XiaXue or Dear Darling or some pathetic blog that possesses the cure to insomnia.

So for these days in my hiatus, I shall remain in solitude, only to go out to get food, or to have a smoke. Regardless, my days in my room will be filled with working outs and studying. Need to regain my focus after weeks of slacking.

Wait for it, there's new writing coming up soon and better gossip stories.

Every night
I sit here, thinking
Rhyming
Writing
Stories after fantasies
Imagination after creation
Only to avoid what I am afraid
Trying to block out what others said

I am sad deep down
I am happy cause no one sees my frown
With thoughts of me being happy
Inspiring post after post, if only you could see
When will I be myself again
When will I be dancing in the rain
At the end, it matters.
At the end, everything matters

Everyone writes me off
No, no one ever wrote me off
Me myself wrote myself off
Depression managment
Self disappointment
Murdered them all
The injured savior
Polluted
Corrupted
Infected
I need to destroy me
No sacrifice, no victory

Virus inside me, hear my warns
Good and Evil shall lock horns
Now, Savior Reborns.

Savior Suicides.

Now with the head pound and pound
Room spinning round and round
If only I could disappear, body nowhere to be found
Paints coming off the walls, darkness starts to surround
Black White with the trail of red blood all around

Voices loud as they yell
Mind started to swell
Nothings gona ring a bell
Suicide is so easy to spell
Maybe I should call someone and tell
But she's busy, so she said farewell
So I packed my bag and left my hostel
Took the car and checked into a motel
Haven't said a word as silence dwell
Followed by my shadows, destined for hell
The burning flames was what i smell

They say no savior, you're a monster
Would you mind if I kill you now sir
I will rape and kill your girlfriend later
let her choose the position that she prefer
I have a sickness, but it's your blood I stir
A little hair here n there, I see the hair is from her

Something is wrong with my mind, it has a bug
Declared insanity, now I walk with a smug
A free pass to kill any nerd, any thug
Pluck their hair now they sit as my rug
Do you still love me for me? I need a hug
It's our secret, my writing was all the time the drug
Writing under influence, now I'm pulling everyone's plug

Enough, I've been lied
Too much tears have been cried
Angels are no longer by my side
So I took this cab for a ride
I shot him in the back, he had no place to hide
Life is hard, harder when you never tried
but it's too late now, so I plan my suicide
Tip tow my way till to the top, feel that breeze outside
Look down to the traffic, if only a gun was then provide
I want to fly, then die, be famous worldwide
Headline the world, the 1st guy to suicide with poem written beside
Let's hope I feel alive soon, when the cars and me collide
Head split open, brain sprayed and divide
Finally I walk with the voices in me side by side

Try Me.

Thx babe for the words,
Now listen to my poetry
I'm so touched that every word was for me
I see that you are still checking me out
It is your love that I can't live without
All these rhymes just blowing up my brain
Oh no, Savior is going insane
After reading dear darling,
My shit got lame
I'm now focused on our love to tame
It's fine, I'm now working towards rising to fame
Now on everyone thinks of us when they mention my name
Repeating my verse again n again
Cause my words are out by popular demand
Infinite resourse, read the lines in the sand
One day we'll be making grand after grand
Oopz, we better keep it simple for Uncle Sam
Don't want him to not understand
We do it like this like no one else can
I saw my baby naked today, now my dick gave a solid stand
Shit, I'm off topic again,
That's not the plan
My baby ain't just a girl,
she the certified ten
I'll fuck her hard, soft, positions that malaysia ban
Can't stop now, the verses come n come
I can feel your wetness dripping, river soon to become
Kiss me on the neck, drunk on my words, alcoholic like rum
We just want to have some fun
So come on Sam, tell me how you made your imaginary girl cum
Don't be repeating the same phrase, makes you sound dumb
Never come close to getting some
Only time you saw female genital was when you popped out of your mum
Must be wet as hell, sip it up yum yum
God, all these words coming into my mind,
I'm getting pump!

Green is asking me whether this is gona be posted
Wana see how Uncle Sam's image get toasted
Verse too hot, reading it gets you raosted

I'm done
This is one sided one on one
Scaring tat coward planning to run
He had balls, but his a cunt
Now his done

That's why they call me boy wonder
My words are the arsenal, Wenger like the gunner
What do you want me to do ? I can't stop when I'm speedin
Never cross my mind to even consider deletin
These shots are too accurately aimed and perfect timing
A normal freestyle will outperform your dear darling

You need to stop me Green,
I'm running on rechargeable battery
Never stop till i get enough mentality
Just like I want Green's mouth on me
While I came to party
So I be drunk on the Hennesse
Writing down all her fantasy
Unlike you bro, I turn her into reality
Hold on, I need to cum on, Green wants to if you seek Amy
Now all these love from me it's all free
Top of the world now, so I'm gona let you losers be
Special access to her busty body
Get to do what I want like I'm the VIP
Leave no trails, I move like I'm the M.I.B.
His writing more destructive than the tsunami
Now savior got the solution is too easy
I just give a call to big mommy
Tell her to come and use her fat ass to blocky
Stop all the thunder and windy
Giving uncle sam to live and lose his virginity
Let someone touch his dick, not him doing the sucky sucky
Uncle sam, better let someone do the fucky fucky
Orelse the only person who touch ur privates is ur daddy
'Come on sam, let daddy help u go pee pee'
Holy crap, tat mental image got me going freeeze
This rhyme has gotten way beyond PG
Wonder if all these will come back to me

Believe in yourself.

Head till the toe
Different from what you know
It's too soon to see how i turn out
Too fast to judge what I'm about

Just wait for me to transform
I'll rack up a storm
Give me time while I find my form
Lonely to getting swarm

I'm not gona believe what you say
saying looks don't matter, personality all the way
I'm not gona believe what she say
saying someone will love me for me, night and day
I'm not gona believe what he say
saying I need to believe in cupid and pray
I'm gona be alone, while others enjoy the buffet

I know you guys mean well
But it was hard on me
I learned the hard way
To ignore what they say
Finding a way to escape from this dismay

I believe there's a way
Someone will love me no matter what they say
Someone will kiss me even if I had a bad hair day
People always judge the cover of the book
So many styles, so many genres, so many look

Now they stare
They can't say no more, stoned in their chair
Cause I found my look, found who I am in there
I am myself, no matter where I go, what I wear

Looking through my pictures, I ask what is this?
That's the boy who no one will ever wants to kiss
Now who is this?
That's the boy who grew up who everyone wants a piece
Same person inside
Just a different on the outside

I never believed what they said
They lied
I ain't ugly
Why did I even cried

They lied
I'm sure I can find a bride
I am me, nothing to hide

Love me or hate me now
I believe their logic got denied
Whether I'm ugly or beauty, not for them to decide
The old me never died
Still savior all the time,
Just look at the picture slide

Crack A Bottle. Remix - Mtv Movie Awards.

Eminem.
So crack a bottle, let your body waddle
Don’t act like a snobby model you just hit the lotto
Uh-oh Uh-oh, bitch3s hopping in my Tahoe
Got one riding shotgun and no not one of them got gloves
Now where’s the rubbers? Whose got the rubbers?
I notice there’s so many of them
and there’s really not that many of us.
And ladies love us, my posse’s kicking up dust.
It’s on till the break of dawn
and we’re starting this party from dusk

Savior.
So I'm here remixing em's song
He be cracking more bottles after smelling Bruno's thong
Worse than twilight winning, what the hell is wrong
High school musical beating out Slumdog, how was that done
Mtv stop bleeping me out, I'm just having some fun
You can't bleep my freestyle lyrics, so suck it cunt
This meaningless award should not even had begun
I find meaning in checking out Venessa Hudson
Looking good today, let me get a crack at that bun
So I guess you playing hard to get hun

Miley, call me when you're 18, I'm gona tap that
You're still a kid, I prefer a full grown cat
So Megan fox, where your sexy ass at
With a body like that, how can I not mention you on my track
Call me after the show, we'll have a little sexy chat
Now MTV, this is what you get for messing with Britney, don't ever forget