Get Rich or Die Tryin.

Lets make it
I wana hear cling cling when I shake it
Full belly piggy can't take it
Double swiz account, so don't hate it


I planned my full assault, I ain't lyin
I'm destined to get rich, or die tryin
Sleep on d streets, or high flyin.


I wana have money like fifty
My clothing line style like diddy
The money n the power, people calling me richy
My name defined with money,
Look it up, stated on wiki.
Giants bow down to me
Gold diggers want me as sugar daddy
These little daydream fantasy
Gets me all worked up,
Time for em to recognize me


I can kill for it
I can steal for it
As long there's money, there's my will for it
In high school, you see me as the outcast
A late bloomer, now I bloom at last
Say good bye, cause you're gona be doomed real fast
Try to bully me now, I fight back, it ain't like the past
I always remember, who did me wrong and what was


the point of hating me then,
When I'm here hustling even for that 50 cent
I'm so money minded, even my macbook is up for rent
Damn, show me the money,
I'll be out in d streets cleaning your bent
5 years on now, I'll be the man
You'll be cleaning my Ferrari
While I shop for a Bugatti
On my girl's birthday, she got a Lamborghini
It's all my money, I don't need no cash from daddy


I planned my full assault, I ain't lyin
I'm destined to get rich, or die tryin
Sleep on d streets, or high flyin.


Imma study all day
Work 3 jobs on the same way
Ain't no time for pointless shit,
I don't care what you gotta say


Imma hustle for everything
You ain't no better than me,
Cause you've got nothing
I got my bankroll for backup when we start fronting


I'll lie, cheat and steal
Even commit a crime to seal the deal
Imma get rich by myself, even if I have to kill
Destroy your future, better get out your will
You celebrate for thousand,
I be striking for mill.


I planned my full assault, I ain't lyin
I'm destined to get rich, or die tryin
Sleep on d streets, or high flyin.


For the right price, I play the Russian roulette
For the right pot, I go all in with my deuce set
Kick the keeper to get it behind the net


Turn you gangsta to wanksta
Be prepared to be working as a part time actor
World of cut-throat, well I'm the mayor
Study all you want, getting money is my major
Life just began
and I'm going full insane

I planned my full assault, I ain't lyin
I'm destined to get rich, or die tryin.

Tic Toc Love. Again

tic toc
sings the clock
tic toc
tic toc

until your hand holds mine
and the clock yawns wide
tic... toc...
tic...

and it stops
it stops and you and i walk
and you and i leave the world behind
you and i and no signs of time

sunflowers, butterflies
one taurus and one gemini
tic toc
tic...

love

alejandro

tic

tic...
leaf to fall
calendars to peel
destiny comes to call

palm keeping yours warm
eyes finding way out off yours....


pick

pick..
footing our trail of prints
gently leaves a little hint

onto our secret lair
you n I,
will always be a pair

love you more each day
can't wait for tomorrow
beside me you lay

comes the night
our shadows unite
another love to write

click.

can't continue
our love is too beautiful
to be written in words
I know it,


you know it too.


tic toc.
tic toc.

ys

Beautiful. That's How I Feel

Woooooo
I'm doing it again
on the writing spree again

When I stepped into the club
The 1st I saw was you
Leaning towards the pub
Great wall of guys dying to get a piece of you
I zoned out, with my dreams of you
A world that has nothing else, but us two

When it rains, your the cloud that follows me
I'll be catching every drop
Your the definition of what beautiful should be
When it shines, I know it must be you
Warmth my inside,
I bet you know how you make me feel too

No dear,
Don't drop no tears
No dear,
No more fear
cause I'm here
I won't let you fall anywhere else
But on me
I'll let you be free
Hope you turn back and come home to me
Hate it when you leave, I apologize
cause I don't believe in telling you lies

Just by staring
Turned into glaring
Leaked out a smile
Understatement to say you look fine
One second of reality,
Whole night fantasy on cloud nine
A picture is worth a thousand words
A picture of you, lifts me up to heaven with the birds

Tell me your name, you drift me away
A simple hello, brightens my day
Your the queen, standing among princess
I feel so in love, I must confess
Standing with those high heels
Running out of words to describe how i feel

Your just beautiful.
And I need you to know,
that's how i feel, for you.

Before. I. Self. Destruct

Brand New Day - Ryan Star

Hey people, things are not going good man. My health is serious taking a big hit, So are my results. (I totaly blame it on Man Utd's recent form!). I don't know whether I can be fully fit for the April final exams. I ain't doing good man, I'm facing a big crisis in catching up in my sudden string of bad results. Waking up in the night shouting cause of my headache, and feeling dizzy cause I was facing laptop for too long of a period. To be honest, I'm starting to lose my cool.
I ain't the same as I used to, can't dazzle and talk my way out of situations. I must say, the whole being in comp science life, is not transacting as smoothly as I expect it to be.

Today's song, Brand New Day - Ryan Star. For my newest addiction - Lie To Me.

Another day. Another drama.

In a rare scenario, I am finally going to share what is actually going on with my life in details in this post. Once again, I had to talk to the cops ( Thank god this time is a short conversation ), and yes.. this time, I am INNOCENT !

Anyway, so where do I start. Ever seen a couple that hurts each other constantly (Mentally and Physically), but they break up..get back together..and get back together again, just refusing to STAY break up. Like it or not, I am always the one that clean s up the mess. I ain't bragging, I ain't trying to get an award, but I want people like that to think for a second, for all the things I've done for you - taking you to the hospital, bailing you out of jail, saving your ass when you can't get out of a situation, or even lending you a listening ear when the people around you just don't understand.

Have you ever thought of taking care of yourself for once?

Okay, back to my story. My friend, and her partner, refuses to stay break up. I'm sick of having people knocking on my door crying, and repeating the same old story. God, I just hate it when people say they want to suicide, and demonstrate immaturity.

All you readers, take this advice, never get involved in people's relationship. I think it's pure pathetic when your friends take part in YOUR altercation. I'm tired of this couple getting back together, especially when both of them always complain to us - the friends and come crying to us.
If you hate each other that much, stay away from each other. Period.

I'm sick of saving people like you. People, you need to grow up, and learn what is good for you.
Relationships, don't have them if you can't handle it. An average person lie 3 times in every 10 minutes conversation, so stop lying to me. Cause I'm very good at reading people, and next time, I swear to God, I will let you cry and have a mental breakdown in front of me and do nothing.
This post is not just for you, it's for everyone out there who comes up to me asking me to save their ass.

Never go back to someone in a relationship just because you can't move on. Learn how to be independent in life. It's better to be alone, than to be pathetic.

I help you, not because I like you or I want to, It's because it's the right thing to do.

This is just retarded
Shit like this shouldn't even had started
You two drama queens should had just parted
Stay away, start living broken hearted
You lie, told me never again
Behind me, you seek each other to do more pain
No pills can cure you, you drive each other insane
Who said this was love, you tied yourself in this chain
Afraid to be alone, that's what you have to gain

You think it's worth it ?
Fine, do it
Keep me out of it
I don't have time to deal with your shit
Don't come telling me that you're now fine and strong
10 minutes later I hear ding dong
Guess who, the cops are here saying somethings wrong

You're crying
Thinking of dying
Everyday, same story
Same ending, still with me, the burden to carry
This ain't even funny

One up last episode's drama, same plot of hurting and mending
Every episode has the same ending
You're losing me as an audience
I just wish you would remain in silence
Don't call me savior no more
I ain't no cleaner, thats not what I'm for.

Part II. Back to my BullShit.

Too stupid
Why do I even bother with your shit
Auctioning off your worth for minimum bid

I don't care for your life
When you needed me so many times to survive
Don't come calling when you need somebody
I was there for you, but what you do for me
Doing stuff that no one would do, you don't see
if I'm that disposable, just ignore me
Don't come apologizing to me after my poetry
Laugh it off, you might think its funny
But secretly, I write my hatred for you in my diary

Talk loud, nowonder you got dumped
And shes there complaining you gave her bruises n bump
we have another chris brown
Another loud-mouth loser in town
Now for you ungrateful bitch ass at home
Only calling me the boss when your helpless and alone
I gave you a chance to make it up, reset the tone
And yet again, you little bitch send anger down my bone
It's over for you fucking people, I don't share none of my throne
I'm hitting back at you now, when I'm mercy prone

You want to critisize me, when i don't want to know
And yet you have the face to come ask me to watch your show
Fuck you I say, middle fingers for you to blow
And I'm still spitting my verse 10 days in a row
You fuckers think its funny when I don't wana play
This is it, I'm silencing you, see what else you can say.


Oh wait!!!
I still have more
Wayne make it rain, I make it pour
People take days to write it, I put mine out raw
Liars like you to exist should be against the law

Lose a pound fat bitch, slice you up we can cure world hunger
What kills you, only makes the starving kids stronger
Ha ha, got you there right, you suffered another lost
Killed you off before Kanye found his black kate moss
Better get more quarters, cause you ain't passing my stage
That's 25 cents, bet you didn't know that, your iq is the same as your age

I laugh at your stupidity, so funny that words can't convey
You failed in life, in game, hell, you even failed a survey
Now for that loud mouth bitch back in Malaysia
I'm back on my bullshit, like 50 back on Tia
Even a blind person think your ugly for fuck sakes
Dora the explorer got lost in those hairy legs
Wear that push up padded bra, still flatter than a 5 year old
Don't walk under the bridge, you might scare away the troll

For that mutherfucker who said my parents did a bad job raising
Look at you now, deported from Canada, debts come chasing
Next verse get you laughing so hard, get a box of tissue
Rumor on the street is that you had small dick issue!
I don't fake to be no gangsta, don't talk no hood
I'm authentic to myself, you lie too much for your own good
You were so irrelevant that I don't even remember your name
But I heard you did research on me, guess I'm destined for fame

Size me up but can't touch me
Look me straight but can't talk to me
HHHHHEEYYYY, That bitch who stole my credit card
I gave you too much credit, overated you as a retard
Brace yourself in pushing carts
I'm not implying you'll be working at wallmart
I'm saying you'll be homeless, cause your sesame street smart
Live in your fantasy world, it won't last any longer
Your beauty fades, but you're stupid forever

Ahhhhhhhh
I'm on lyrical steroids
Game like Metroid
Can't hide, cant avoid
Read the tabloid
It's a shame you can't fight back
I'm on top shelf, you bottom of stack
In a world of words, your skills just plain lack.

This Is It. 09

HIS back ! Yes people, the KING himself is back. What a year for music ! The princess of pop - Britney is back, The KING himself makes a comeback, the messiah of rap - Busta Ryhmes finally puts out a new hit single - Arab Money [ Featured in the playlist right beside you :) ]. Manchester United disposed Inter Milan like how a fat kid disposes a meatball spaghetti. We got a glimpse of the real O.G. in 50 cent when he showed signs of his true abilities in this diss vs Rick Ross! [ O.G. - Original Gangsta ]
Eminem is finally coming back with his new album, RELAPSE, coming in may after a 4 year working behind production.
What a year for music! and it just began !


And yours truly is taking 6 courses, and doing alright in school. Great Great year so far.
I told you guys that when the new year turned around, I KNEW it was going to be my year.
Okay, enough rambling about whats going on this year, What do you guys think of the new blog layout ? leave a message in the chatterbox and let me know !
I felt this was more "ys" than the bright orange layout. Hope you guys enjoy it.


So back to my post for today, I finally came up with something meaningful to write about !!
Instead of a whole rapping thing..
Anyway, today, I'll talk about the people who says "I want to change" or "I'm starting a new life". To me, that is PURE BULLSHIT. yes, I said it.


So next time you guys/girls want to grab some attention or try to comfort yourselves by saying you're changing yourself, don't bother, It's pure BS. Accept it, people NEVER change, they ADAPT, not change. Just like evolution, we evolve with the sole purpose to adapt to our environment, not CHANGE.


Yes, I have a big problem with people saying that "This is a NEW ME", cause I've been through hell before. I was hooked on pills, alcoholic, drug addict, once I ended up puking all day.. for reasons that I could not even remember. I did not go to anyone of my class, spend 2k every month, which turns out to be 6.2k ringgit malaysia. yes.. the list goes on.


My point is, I am.... still the same person I was before, I just adapted to the environment, knowing that my lifestyle was destroying my future. You don't go hearing me saying "THIS IS THE NEW ME" or "MY NEW LIFE STARTS NOW". Pure bullshit :)


Thus, next time you see people saying that they are trying to change, don't believe them. The best they can do is adapt, as I am adapting to my heavy school schedule, I've developed a habit of reading everyday now, does not mean the party king in me is dead, it's just a sleeping giant now.


Wooo, that was a long post. I'll let you readers get back to what you are doing.
I must say 2009, is a good year :D
Lets hope this is a good push for me to reach new heights in my life.

Today's post song - Reach by Eyes set to kill
nice song for you emo people. :D

Reach - Eyes Set To Kill

Part I - Warning Shot from ys.

Can you feel it ?
With my life on the line
Risk it all, i'll take whats mine
Try to hold me back, I still grind
Destiny mine to define
All these ryhme
write themselves in my mind
Once it starts
I'm likely to shine
So i put up my middle finger
haters, theres your sign

Knock knock
now click click
My bread baked, money in my bank
wrote a whole verse,
your pad's still blank
I still flip you off
don't give a fuck whats your rank
3 years later i'll sit on mills
saved your recession with my bills
you'll have me to thank.

hey brother,
I heard you were giving me advice
say don't be who i am
hating who i am to be precise
better think twice
can you afford to pay the price
trip to the cleaners,
when i roll the dice
I'll diss you publicly
guess I don't play nice.

ready or not,
here I go.
Just a warning, when I start
I lose control
when your down, i can't stop
spitting till opposition can't beg no more
In 5 years,still reign on top
smoke some cigar, cool as chill
you're still hitting on middle school girls still [peudophile]
better save some money
life time subsciption, those little blue pill [ha ha ha]

brother, you should know
your girl will be my private show
grinding with the beat's flow
I'm not the same cause I don't game
you turn it up, but attention still on my frame
turn your entourage against you
it's not my fault
people join my cult
worship the skills i dazzle
you posers know your in trouble
crack your game so quick u'll be seeing double

I'm telling you as a friend
let this little beef end
I do damages that can't be mend
just give me a call, apologize,
and end it this round
shut up before you get played like a big fat clown
give up before I run your game out of town
your game credit soon can't be found
after this verse, do the smart thing and bow the fuck down.

You want to diss me?
who taught you how to be?
so you think you can flirt ?
ha - ha - ha
that's just bizzare
look at your track record, didn't run far
your game hits the dirt
I don't need that fancy rings, 3 bills shirt
still charm the girls, so wipe off that smirk
the real deal, you wanabe playa
the director, when your just a stand in actor
I don't even have to rap
my lyrics just set up the trap
you fell, you die, disappear off the map
times up for your 15 minutes of fame.
it's nothing personal,
it's just game.

Lloyd Banks - Officer Ricky (Rick Ross Diss)

Too easy, man can't a motherfucker round you see me
You'd need a AK and a genie, a whole POUND of wheaties
My heart so freezy, 3d birdie to the click you claim
Victories my valentine, I'm in a different lane
Strong as cocaine
Long as I'm sane I won't be took for games
I can guarantee when it's over you won't look the same
Drownin' in shame, callin' my name's like callin' Candy Man
Suicide on a platter, splatter your brain, he banned
Understand, this ain't a obstacle it's comical
The shades you wear been blindin' you
Everyone knows what I'ma do
Everyone knows I'm lava, fool
Bet he come more phenomenal
Deadly, ready for drama
Whoever want it can climb in too
Broken ego's I promise you, desert eagles and llamas threw
W-why would you f-fuck wit me, s-stupid move
C-come around, get f-f-found beat up and bruised
You need support, a couple crews
Beef out here ain't nothin' new, I'll make you sleep uncomfortable
Nightmares of P.O. punchin' you, flatline
Doctor pumpin' you, the blind could see the punk in you
Girl in you, bitch in you, I will kick thru all of you
Football wit you, soccer when we see him, DDT him
Leave him bleedin', we'll be even
Even thru coppin' and pleading
He been talkin' bout the weight he push
Use to punch the clock in jail, drove his mama car 'round
Now he got whatchu want for sale
See it, I bought it; it's official if I flaunt it
If ya diamond really real then put the diamond tester on it
He don't want it
I'll run up on his shadow hit him proper
He bout real as a 4 dollar bill, Carol City Copper
Chop 'em down, one by one, two by two this what I do
If you knew what I knew then you'll be cool, you'll be thru
He makin' money? Well we makin' money too, whoopee doo
We'll be here long after he disappear, this is proof
151 in the booth, so slippery...son is the truth
Come get me, I'm in the coupe
4-fizzy, I'm in the loop wit Biggie, piece of fruit CAKE
They don't want no problems watch they boots SHAKE
Tremble, terrified, now it's too LATE
There's no stoppin' till I see empires crumble beside me
Entire families divided, diggin' ya hole is my hobby
Ya sorry, probably the weakest shit to try me
I be everywhere the guap be, and ya fat, musty and sloppy
Freeway "Ricky Ross" copy, and the real one's comin' home
Peace to him, fuck-you
Click, Pop pop pop, I'm gone
I'm too strong, you been warned
Quiet storm when I perform
When I get on, I'm like big pac, hell reborn
Word to mama, word is bond
Long kiss goodnight, the pistol tight, my clip too tight
You superthug, I'm kryptonite
Sleep wit me, ya bitch just might
Same promotion, different fight
Still ballin', poppin' bottles, my wrist is white
Drive the cars that bitches like, this is like
Practice, pay ya taxes
'Fore you spit my name out backwards
A-a-ask around, I'm in brackets wit legendary rappers
R-r-ratchets as we taxi, ask me if I give a fuck f-fuckem' ALL
Makaveli when I bomb, I hit em' up
G-g-get buck, cut, stuck, look
Wont make much a difference, this is child's play
L-l-lyrical battery ya'll way
Pretty ladies in my mercedes, product of the '80s
40's, 50's blick'ies wit me hit me they call me crazy
High and hazy, shady, grimey, slimey in every way
30 cities, 30 shooters, we're like the NBA
Blaze when you want me stop, tough plot
Big macs for every one you can eat, Pound for every pound you got
Call me loyal, honored, armored in bullet catchin' garment
Getcha versace pirhanna'd, mangled, and left retarded
I'm on another planet, fuck made him pick me to spar wit?
We 2 different niggas, that makes you a special target
In this market they let impersonators walk 'round
50 bodied you, I just laid the chalk down

This post, is for my grandpa. I feel I need to do something to let him know that his grandson had not forgotten about him.

When I was young, my grandpa was always there while my parents were out of town, which happens quite often. I can't recall any specific conversations we had, but he was there when I grew up. The only memory I have about him is when I was practicing my badminton, he used to stand beside and just watch me play, with a small smile upon his face. After that, he would come up to me, offering me his favorite kaya toasted bread. I think that was my first time I ever tried a toasted bread, after that I use to run out during 8am, so I could buy it.

I don't know whether this actually happened, but I do have a memory of telling one of my family members to get two of the toasted bread once, and I gave one of them to him, as a return.

When I was growing up, in that immature stage of my life, My grandpa was diagnosed with Alzheimer. As time went on, he started to lose his short term memories, started to lose his mobility. I remember, so many times, I was so rude to him, being that I did not understand the situation. I really did not get why my grandpa was changing, why he always needed to be taken care of. When I finally knew, he was on his bed most of the time, and did not recognize who I was. There is no regret there, I don't believe people only feeling regret after others has passed, that is not sincerity.

All I want him to know is that, he was good to me, and I'm sorry that I did not understand his situation at that moment. I just need him to know, that he will not be forgotten by his grandson.
Just let him leave peacefully, while we immortalize him in our memories.
this is for you grandpa.

Song - Leave the memories alone - FUEL

Song - Tony Laf - I'm good


[Tony Laf]

When friends and family come around
And ask me
All I say is I’m good, I’m good
I’m gonna be all right

Deep inside I know
I can’t take it any more
It’s killing me, slowly
Physically, mentally there’s nothing left in me
But I don’t want people to feel sorry for me

That’s why I say
I’m good, I’m good
Said I’m good, I’m good
I’m gonna be all right

I’m good, I’m good
I’m gonna be all right
I’m good, I’m good babe
I’m gonna be all right

Ooohh.

Sometimes I can’t even talk
And walk, City isn’t long
Somebody help ooohhh
Say somebody help me

Oohhhh.

Ohh.

[ys]

when they asked how am i
I put on my smile, fake out a lie
don't want pity from those who walk by
It's killing me inside
but you will never know why
I'm good, till the day i die
Big boys too don't cry


I feel that I've done something wrong
Not talking to him all year long
God, take him peacefully,just like this song
when the news come, keep my family strong
when the news goes, be by my family all along


I'm still good


He might be gone
But he wasn't alone
We cry till theres no more tears, midnight to sun dawn.
I'm good,
Still drown in this melody, this tone.
Grandpa, you won't be forgotten.
Go in peace. I love you.
Thanks.

Struggle.

Basing on my midterm results, it seems that I am heading in for a big struggle for the rest of the term. I share my fair share of blames, but so does the timing of all my midterms. 5 Test in 3 days did not give me enough time for preparation, while my reading week was wasted to do assignments.

So from now on, I have to up my ante, and step up more to the plate. It's been a while since I put myself to the limit. Nothing much of a post today, just a simple stress relief, reminding myself the sacrifice I'm making now will be payed off. With 3 courses in failing average, with only 50% left to go, I have my work cut out for me, but hey, I've done it before...just never in academically.

I guess this is how it goes, I sense the piling and increasing responsibility I have on my hands, and how my decision making, discipline and motivation plays a big part in how the whole picture turns out.

So people that are only here to criticize, or cause me unwanted problems, please fuck off.

but hey, since when was my life made easy for me. I never start off well in anything, that's why I'm the underdog, but king of comebacks. Just like in poker.

No longer have a party life, now on, its my books, my girl, my music, my future.
oh yea, and my blog.....

This is not going to be pretty :D leading to the song for "how I'm feeling today" - INXS - PRETTY VEGAS.

Love Sex Magic - Ciara, Jt ft ys

Ciara

Your touch is so magic to me
The strangest things can happen
The way that you react to me
I wanna do something you can’t imagine
Imagine if there was a million me’s talking sexy to you like that
You think you can handle, boy
If I give you my squeeze and I need you to push it right back

Baby, show me, show me
What’s your favorite trick that you wanna use on me
And I’ll volunteer
And I’ll be flowing and going
Till clothing disappears, ain’t nothing but shoes on me
Oh, baby


Ciara and Justin Timberlake

All night, show it, just you and the crowd
Doing tricks you never seen
And I bet that I can make you believe
In love and sex and magic
So let me drive my body around you
I bet you know what I mean
Cause you know that I can make you believe
In love and sex and magic



ys

oh yea,
now move that magic stick
shake that sexy good and sick
sex me till I'm yours to pick
look what your doing to me
what Imma do with ciara the queen bee
her love was driving me crazy
sex was a hundred out of twenty
now that magic touch is my key
speeding my beats, can't get over her beauty
now what you gona say, JT ?
ciara is making me believe in her love, sex and m-a-g-i-c



Justin Timberlake

Everything ain’t what it seems
I wave my hands and I got you
And you feel so fly assisting me
But now it’s my turn to watch you
I ain’t gonna stop you if you wanna crowd my neck
Talk sexy to me like that
Just do what I taught you, girl
When I give you my heat and I need you to push it right back


ys

NoNo,
shes putting a spell on you n me
she wants mr sexyback,
she craves the emcee of this track
I got lost in her eyes, ready to drown
she wants to drive that body around
take me a ride on her from top till down
ciara's smile stole my verb, my adjective, my noun
now with this track shes given the crown
I'm walking away now
I play hard to get,
but this ain't my last bow


Ciara

Baby, show me, show me
What’s your favorite trick that you wanna use on me
And I’ll volunteer
And I’ll be flowing and going
Till clothing disappears, ain’t nothing but shoes on me
Oh, baby


Ciara and Justin Timberlake

Oh, this is the part where we fall in love
Oh, let’s slow it down so we fall in love
But don’t stop what you’re doing to me

All night, show it, just you and the crowd
Doing tricks you never seen
And I bet that I can make you believe
In love and sex and magic
So let me drive my body around you
I bet you know what I mean
Cause you know that I can make you believe
In love and sex and magic