Struggle.

Basing on my midterm results, it seems that I am heading in for a big struggle for the rest of the term. I share my fair share of blames, but so does the timing of all my midterms. 5 Test in 3 days did not give me enough time for preparation, while my reading week was wasted to do assignments.

So from now on, I have to up my ante, and step up more to the plate. It's been a while since I put myself to the limit. Nothing much of a post today, just a simple stress relief, reminding myself the sacrifice I'm making now will be payed off. With 3 courses in failing average, with only 50% left to go, I have my work cut out for me, but hey, I've done it before...just never in academically.

I guess this is how it goes, I sense the piling and increasing responsibility I have on my hands, and how my decision making, discipline and motivation plays a big part in how the whole picture turns out.

So people that are only here to criticize, or cause me unwanted problems, please fuck off.

but hey, since when was my life made easy for me. I never start off well in anything, that's why I'm the underdog, but king of comebacks. Just like in poker.

No longer have a party life, now on, its my books, my girl, my music, my future.
oh yea, and my blog.....

This is not going to be pretty :D leading to the song for "how I'm feeling today" - INXS - PRETTY VEGAS.