Marry me.

Hardeep.

My hubby 2 B
When U asked me 2 MARRY U
I said 'Yes I DO'
The things that U do, it was all 4 show
Babe don't U know, that U had me at 'Hello'
Goodbye 2 all my other admirers
They told me of all their desires
Oh the broken hearts
Will they ever 4get the sparks?

Think of all the exciting fun, just U & ME
Oh Holy Mary Mercy ME
This is what love's supposed 2 B
How lucky U R 2 HAVE a fine lady LIKE me
Sent from the heavens, a dream 4 ALL 2 SEE
Love is the essence, love is the bridge of all distance.
*Kiss kiss* let us forever B in this Bliss!



Aether.

This love poem trading just got intense
Imma submit to the suspense
Love knows no distance
Hope you take no offense
Way better than a beauty queen
You get what i mean
All over my dirty dream
Got a rise on the steam
After our wedding, let sex be the theme
Your the one, like I am to Billie jean

As I write this, sparks goes static
You read it, your my love addict
Can't rehab me cause I'm the babe magnet
Turning on all your gadget
The moment you close the doors, we go at it
Say it out, your love got me mad
Give me a kiss, and I'll show you whats on my pad
Oh darling, the best i ever had.

Life's Come Back.

I noticed, everyone's life has been a fight. A fight to survive, and a fight to achieve greatness. Was pretty happy with my recovery recently, whether it was in the poker table, relationship, social status, and also my academic.

In life, I've learned that even when the end seems dark, and if you hit a dead end tunnel, all you have to do is continue working on it, and someday u will dig your way out of misery.

There is so much more to be learned in life, and I do hope that now I'll be more in-control with my addictions. No way do I want to relive what I went through recently. Let's hope this comeback is the best ever.

Thanks for the ones who wished me for my birthday, Sorry, I'm just not into celebrating my birthday.

Still a kid in a big world, just better and wiser than last year.

Leo's are coming

Yes, July 24th is coming, hence, it means the starting of the horoscope LEO. The pride, the king of the horoscopes, the leader of all is coming.

Why ? Cause we are fucking proud to be Leo.

Leo's are natural born leaders.

Lets begin a strong long list of crazy achievements that LEO people have done.

1. WALK ON THE MOON. yes, Neil Armstrong. - the 1st person on the moon, WAS A LEO.
One Small Step for Man, One Huge Step for LEO.

I bet someone else was suppose to take the step 1st, but he just pushed them out of the way.

Leo Attribute shown - Must be the 1st in everything, so people will remember you forever.

2. BE PRESIDENT. the SAVIOR of the world. - BARACK OBAMA, oh come on, you think that Obama was treated like a celebrity for no reason ?
He is a LEO, of course he loves the attention and his capable of using his leo's power to charm the world. It's not that hard to charm people when your a leo.

Leo Attribute shown - Enjoying being the leader, Savior of others. Giving other people hope, carrying people's burden.


Okay, those are the 2 big ones.
Now onto showbiz.

okay, let's be honest here, we Leo's are good when we are riding high

3. Whitney Houston

She was one of the biggest names in music during thhe 80's and 90's, with her recent drug problem solved, now she is planning her big comeback. LEO style.

Leo Attribute shown - having a god given talent, but throwing it away, simply cause she still knows shes better than most singer out there.

4. Madonna

the queen of music herself is a LEO too. From her off stage wild party flesh showing antics, and her bravery to say anything she wants, she is definitely one of the Leo's that truly shines.

Leo Attribute shown - brave and proud to show off her sexual side publicly and being different from all the other musicians nowadays, in a league of her own.

you would get the joke if you known that madonna was in a movie called ' a league of their own'

5. Arnold Schwarzenaegger

Mr. Terminator, Mr Governor of California, his a fucking Leo too. Using his popularity to then turn leader. Surprised ? Come on, after looking at Obama, you shouldn't be surprise. Any Leo Leader probably wins the crowd by his popularity, rarely do we actually need to show what we are capable of.

Leo Attribute shown - Smart enough to transform his popularity to getting leadership support from the public.

6. Halle Berry

The First EVER african - american woman to win Oscar Best Actress award. Enough said.

Leo Attribute shown - Making black woman proud, A leader definitely.

7. Jennifer Lopez

The most influential hispanic singer in the world, has been in relationships with high profile celebrity, from P.diddy to ben affleck, and now married to marc anthony. and HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE HER ASS.

Leo Attribute shown - Bringing class, fame and lust to everywhere she goes, everyone she meets.

8. J.K. Rowling

yea yea... get excited at the name.. harry potter and all, i'm not a fan. but you gotta respect how she bullshit'd her way into millions of dollars. Pure Leo... totally capable of sucking fans in.


Leo Attribute shown - Using her creativity to the best, When Leo talks, you listen and want somemore.


With so many more Leo's out there.. Lisa kudrow - the only cast of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. who won an oscar. Sean Penn, best actor of the year during the last oscars.
Ah yes.... sure, it might seem abit showing off this post, but suck it, Leo's are coming.

You want a harmony filled balanced company, go get a libra or something.. want revenge... get a scorpio, you want unwanted drama and waste of time romance, get a gemini.

You want leader, fame, fortune, looks, confidence.

Get yourself a Leo.

Come & Get Me

Aether.

Tick Tock
now the time is up
Aether is here, so haters I say what is up
They try to lock me up
Put me to rehab, 12 steps to clean me up
It's Aether rapping now, so shut the fuck up


Global warming melts to my pumped up heat
Declare war with this simple do re mi beat
Revenge is a bitch, but I prefer it sweet
They tell me, savior you should call it quit
Those motherfuckers even got Lucinda into so much shit
Its still me and her against the world, no plans to call it quit
I lost my eye on the ball, I'm sad to admit
But prepare for total destruction, for all the crimes I'm to commit
I say fuck the world, try to keep me down, now you feeling my spit
Hold my hand tight girl, together we're gona make it
I needed them, but they weren't there, so to hell with it
You know who you are, so let me cut the split


The world killed savior, so now Aether is having a go
If you ain't here when I need you, you bitches need to go
I ain't got time for no gemini bullshit, just to let you know
Shout out to jun hong, you know I always got your back bro
Dust the rust off, see bitches, I'm still stealing the show
Lucinda babe, You know I got money to throw
Why bother listening to a liar talking how she sold drugs for the dough
The more lies dropped, the longer her nose grow
What you gonna do? you don't get to kill me twice in a row
Savior's collapse was yesterday, history, the past, ages ago
Aether is now running the rhymes, so say hello
I'm the comeback pro
After I'm done with these shot, I reload with more ammo
Should I forgive and forget the past ? My answer will be no
You still hear the fans cheering their veneror

Come & get me

It's time to just let me be.

9. Aether.

9.

We had such potential
Such promise,
But responded my gifts.
And so, I am leaving you.
Our world is ending,
Life must go on.

Savior.

It was the darkest time
It was the dimmest of hours
As I stood alone
In a world, that was alone
Seeing the end
But preventing from reaching the end
Sometimes fear, is the right response
All time, endure will summon the magic of wands
A new story teller
A new creator
Knows not, but to save me today
Knows no other, but to pave my way
The world that I knew of is collapsing
Detox effect is soon to be relapsing
A war within
Accompanied with a battle between
Fallen savior
Death of the savior
Life must go on
When all is destroyed
All there is left, is to rebuild
Time comes ticking when all hopes are gone
Eternity realized when you accept you stand alone
Aether, I'm creating you
The world that I know is ending
You will go on.

Real Emotions.

Going through life is not easy, break a habit is not easy too.
I am currently going through a relationship bump I guess ? Maybe its the signaling of the end coming soon, or maybe it's just a scar to make me stronger. Who knows right.

This is what I learned from my previous experience, and I'm here to share it.
When a relationship ends, you probably have a few things in mind

1. You will constantly wonder what will your ex partner be doing, wondering is he/she dating other people. Basically, you want them to be unhappy, never happier than you are.

2. Then comes to lonely nights, lonely days where you noticed, by having a relationship, you have isolated most of your friends, and they are... not really there for you anymore. That's where most people panic / get desperate, and go for the 'rebound'.

3. Of course, on comes the sex need, you either call a call girl / hook up with some random person. aka the rebound / or u have chronic masturbation. Either way, it does not end well there.

A break up is not all bad, it takes an estimated time of..maybe 30 to 50 days to get over a serious relationship. By then, you will notice, it the guy/girl, was not that influence or not that important as you thought they were. By then, you would had noticed your more focus on your own work, your own social network, your own life, and of course, financially.

The funny thing is, you will probably give all of them up just to be in love again. How stupid humans are these days.

The one thing that you never noticed, is that you have already matured in ways you never imagined.

1. You've learned how to cope with losing someone, meaning next time if you break up again, just go through the same routine, instead of being the doormat some posers do by begging their partners to take them back.

2. You've learned not to trust people that easily. Meaning, being more independent.

3. You went through hell and you noticed, you are still alive. yes, you are still breathing and still alive. Yes, you went through hell, a lonely spell, and you went through it. Be proud of yourself.


Life is still good regardless. When you notice no matter what life throws at you, you take it and move on. Don't you just feel proud of yourself ?

Life is real, filled with real emotions. So no worries, emotions come and go, the low won't stay forever.

Heal yourself, move on, and live your life, without dwelling about the past.

Before I Self Destruct - The Ugly Within

At this moment, I truly think I have nothing to look forward to in Canada. LoL.
Hitting an all time low in life. Still in shock after a turn of events lately, funny how I finally found someone, yes, the ONLY ONE, that I really trust, turns out to be the one cheating behind me.
Maybe it's just karma, or maybe it's just fate.
Probably God has something installed for me in the future.

Every day is a chance for a new stance.
Every song is the beginning of a new dance.

So I guess, I have to wait this horrible moment out. As resentment goes, I blame myself for putting trust in anyone at all. This is what I have in mind, when a relationship goes through too much bumps, it is so broken up, that sometimes, you just have to let it go when the time is right. You can love someone, but not be in love with them.

Since shit like that happened, I wake up everyday, avoiding looking into the mirror, and disgusted at all my photos. I feel the ugly within me is matching my ugly on the outside.

For now, I just wish something new would come along, at least give me some hope that life is not as dark as I see it now.

This is truly. Before I Self Destruct.

Reaching Out.

I describe what I see within my sight
Look at the world from above the height
War and violence on every sight
Hatred and vengeance in every write
I'm not trying to preach, I'm here to enlight
We are selfish, unappreciative just like we did to mike

His gone now
His gone now
You tell me to move on but i don't know how
Mistaken once, mistaken twice I won't allow
So I say it's all about love to everyone
All is forgiven, after all is said and done
Let's love each other, put down all our gun
We meet natural disasters that leaves us with none
Losing love ones every minute, hour, day, month

Heartbreak
Heartache
Overwhelmed with tears upon my wake
Drip by drip it fills the lake
Of my sorrow, of my regret,
Comforting smile I just can't fake
Only when we lose something we remember how to love
Forget how to hate
I guess we never do learn
As the devil enjoys watching the world burn
We be back on selfishness after every turn

Politicians they be lying
Guys they be womanizing
Girls they be materializing
I wonder if rain means God might be crying
The world has it's beautiful side, there's no denying
Time to show some love, no harm trying
When life is hard to get through
Just so you know, I'm here reaching out to you
Life is imperfect, but still beautiful.

Back on the Broken Violin.

Oh my god
This is just music to my ears
The voices I now hear

Noises from my broken violin
Now on I do no harm but sin
Destroy the world with my inner twin
Feeling the drugs run wild in within
Running through the vain under my skin
Let the hallucinations begin
The world look down on me, but I hold up my chin
Masterminding all the ideas got my head spin
They ask savior now where have you've been
I'm back now,
Let me show you how I play my broken violin

Shh, I have a little secret i want to share
Hidden contempt for you, are you aware
How dare you take me and you to compare
Saying how you work for the money to spare
While I was fed with silver spoon millionaire
Stepping on thin ice dear, so beware
This broken violin can still play some flare
Watch me as I go crazy be your worse nightmare
I've done it once, now just don't be scare
They boast how they work hard to climb up the stair
Now they awaken me, watch me walk on air
Red eyes with vengeance glare
Sight locked onto you, follows you everywhere

Do you remember who was here
Who was here to give you some cheer
After you went through hell for a year
You took it all in with my volunteer
While I sacrificed all my final frontier
Gonna turn reality all the ones you fear
Promises were broken, remaining dreams disappear
Rebuilding on hatred grounds with my engineer
I need to tell you, I hate all of you to be sincere
Only cheer is when I see you in tear
Oh thank the lord, cause the end is near
The broken violin plays by the notes I hear
Whats going through my mind, speeding without a gear
M357 is my only friend, let's just be clear
These words, full of hatred, full of joy to my ear

They deem me screwed up, while I say I'm gifted
Fuck those non-believers, I'm just complicated
Introduce anger management, never bother to be consulted
Gave you a smile and pretends everything is fine when confronted
I don't take the high road, Stab you from behind with my hatred
Two face kid, good boy in front of mama, if she knew who I was
She would had wished she never mated

Junhong is telling me to hold on and get a grip
Why should I, when I'm sinking this relationship
No mercy on my soul, so curses voodoo off my lip
I have the best skills in revenge that one could equip
Long rhymes, more ideas but this is just a preview drip
Before it overflows, and the switch permanently flip

I'm back on my drug
Gonna pull my own plug
No, i don't deserve your hug
Rob and stab you like a lyrical thug
Play on my broken violin
Out of tune, but still a beautiful sin.