At this moment, I truly think I have nothing to look forward to in Canada. LoL.
Hitting an all time low in life. Still in shock after a turn of events lately, funny how I finally found someone, yes, the ONLY ONE, that I really trust, turns out to be the one cheating behind me.
Maybe it's just karma, or maybe it's just fate.
Probably God has something installed for me in the future.
Every day is a chance for a new stance.
Every song is the beginning of a new dance.
So I guess, I have to wait this horrible moment out. As resentment goes, I blame myself for putting trust in anyone at all. This is what I have in mind, when a relationship goes through too much bumps, it is so broken up, that sometimes, you just have to let it go when the time is right. You can love someone, but not be in love with them.
Since shit like that happened, I wake up everyday, avoiding looking into the mirror, and disgusted at all my photos. I feel the ugly within me is matching my ugly on the outside.
For now, I just wish something new would come along, at least give me some hope that life is not as dark as I see it now.
This is truly. Before I Self Destruct.
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