Where we are, King. Feat Michael Jackson

Where are you ?
So Michael Jackson passed on
You pretend to show interest in him?


Michael Jackson

Can it be I stayed away too long
Did I leave your mind when I was gone
It's not my thing trying to get back
But this time, let me tell you where I'm at
You don't have to worry 'cause I'm coming
Back to where I should have always stayed
And now I've heard the maybe to your story
And it's enough love for me to stay

Savior.
They make a big deal out of my lyric
Protesting it like it's black voodoo magic
Say I ain't that lyrical
They have to pray for a miracle
Everyone says they are honest
They call me two faced when I throw in my bluntness

Throw in my pen
But I won't stop unless time comes to end
Time for me to hide
All the tears that I cried
Forgetting the pain, I really tried
The king ain't dead, look how famous he is worldwide

Heaven ain't that far
Take this time to celebrate THE pop star
We are the world
you were our world, yes you still are
I wana be where you are


Michael Jackson

Can it be I stayed away too long
Did I leave your mind when I was gone
It's not my thing trying to get back
But this time, let me tell you where I'm at
You don't have to worry 'cause I'm coming
Back to where I should have always stayed
And now I've heard the maybe to your story
And it's enough love for me to stay

Michael Jackson Tribute.

Savior.

Wake me up now, it must be just a dream
You are not alone, but we are alone now it seem
That p.y.t. be crying her eyes off the extreme
We be cursing those accusations and planned scheme
Silence, you hear the stranger of moscow scream
Gone too soon, I only caught a single little gleam

Let me do the moon walk
Debut off the wall, Jacksons unite on the hater talk
Don't need no criminal, his too smooth for a glock
Grab the crotch, the bass goes as billie jean's world got rock
Let them laugh and mock
He don't need to be black or white to stand out of the flock
Thrilling all you haters, 25 years as the big dog of the block
100 millions sold, even mount Everest can't do the top
Beat it perez hilton , long live the king of pop
Best entertainer, revolutionized the pop and lock

I see the man in the mirror
He lost his idol, so did the world
We are the world, now we sing along
Children, let's all keep each other strong
Liberian girl sobbing all night long
Now the king is on heaven where he belong
The good always die young, even if they do no wrong
He was invincible, changing lifes with just some simple song



Michael Jackson. Forever in us.

Michael Jackson.

The King of Pop has passed on, but his legacy shall remain for decades to come.
It came as a major surprise to everyone, with his 50 concert in O2 arena coming up.
To be honest, Michael Jackson played a big part in my growing up.
Yea, he had an influence on me being who I am today.
From his electrifying dance moves to his showmanship, I use to imitate his moonwalk and most of his dance moves, emulating the energy he projects when he is performing and such.
Let's just say, I feel really sad, not just cause of his death, but for everyone around him.

Like it or not, michael jackson gave an estimate amount of 23 million to charity. Yes, 23 MILLION, and yet, people view him as a child molester, when he was trailed twice, and found NOT GUILTY. So STOP WITH THE ACCUSATION.

Thriller, the biggest selling album OF ALL TIME. Sold an estimate amount of 100 MILLION to date. Can you top that ? no, you can't.

His music touched all of our hearts, constantly trying to find the goodness in a corrupted and violent world. From love to heartbreak to just plain crazy dance moves, Michael Jackson - IS the complete performer, and the KING OF POP.

After so many people betraying him, accusing him, still he NEVER once turning the fans down.

We humans are a selfish race. Yes, this will totally dominate headlines, while other people might be asking why is michael jackson's death worth headline instead of whats happening in Iran?
Let me tell you why, cause I don't give a shit about Iran.
I care about michael jackson, cause he was a part of my childhood. So yes, I think he deserves this send off by the media.

Now, onto the BAD PART of this blog.
Perez hilton, I never liked you, now, I sincerely hope you do suffer in your life.
Hollywood gossip blogger posted this on his website when the mj's news broke out.

You insensitive motherfucker.
I hope someone beats you up good someday.

Let me tell you why I cried so hard for the loss of Michael Jackson.
Like him or not, his music was one of a kind.
No autotune, No any fancy remix. Just plain good heart warming n beat bassing melody.
If you can't appreciate michael jackson song, you don't appreciate music.
Just log onto facebook or any website, EVERYONE is talking about Michael Jackson.
We are talking about someone who hasn't had an album out in more than 8 years, but still be able to remain relevant to his fan base.


Michael jackson, you inspired me, and I thank you for that. Fuck the haters, We remain loyal to you. The good do die young, Michael Jackson - King of Pop, lives on in us.

Kiss me already. II

Keep on going
Keep the love flowing
Right, that's the spot
Let me start it off the top
Planning to slide down your hips
May our kiss be the last taste of one another's lips

It don't get any better than a stolen kiss
Set my soul on fire with eternal bliss
Make love to you right now, give you a taste
Let me brush the hair away from your face
Drown into each other's eyes with nothing left
I leaned in as you took a deep breath

Closed our eyes as our lips met
The feeling, was out of the expect
Our soul went warm, body felt tingly
Three seconds lasted for eternity

Heartbeat rose as we split apart
Have I stolen your breath
or was it a stolen heart
For someone just like you
Making me feel the way you do

Got me thinking about you everywhere I turn
Your kiss is the torch where all my love burns
I can't explain how you make me feel
Are these just words, or is love secretly real.


Savior.

Kiss Me Already.

I like talking to you because I know that you love listening to me, or is it that you like watching my lips move? And when I catch you watching me so intensely, I smile, then look away.

I know that you didnt really pay any attention to what I've just been saying, because your eyes were too busy feasting on me. All you heard were soft whispers from my voice, that tingled something inside you.

It's ok, I don't have to talk, I just want to look at you, while you let your imagination flow.
Be careful though, excitement can be overwhelming, even though one can't be blamed for such indulgence.

Why don't you get alittle closer, I know you want to. Take my soft hands into yours and feel. Do you like the warmth of them? Move your lips closer to mine, slowly, do you feel excited or lustful?

(to be continued.....sometimes it's not the destination but the journey that's most sensual)




By Harddeep.

I want revenge.

Savior.


I want revenge
My volcano mind is ready to erupt
I get revenge
Won't stop til I'm creatively bankrupt
I want revenge
Obsessed with it got my moral corrupt
I get revenge
Get some insurance, prepare to feel the destruct
I'm talking, so don't you dare interrupt

Now they talking like they up to par
Air headed like the Ronaldo saga
Let the savior share you a little story
This haters once tried to hurt me
I swiped them up and got them in plastic surgery
Knees on the ground pleading a plea
Sorry guys, I don't feel no mercy

Don't give a shit about who's who
Call 911, cause you don't know what to do
Cry help for emergency rescue
Can't even talk no shit when I'm through
Run, but can't hide from my voodoo

Stuck in the needle
You be bleeding from the middle
Say what i want, you ain't worth my rap
It''s me against all of you, let's keep it like that
Disappear from the world, not locatable in Google map
Me vs u, no contest, too much of a gap

I don't hate you
I just want to destroy you
That's why i don't toy with you
Smile all you want
Watch me slap you right at the front
I don't care of your an alpha male or a cunt
Dare you to come reply to my rant

It's no longer a gift, it's now a curse
Pray to Lord tell em about my verse
Cause things are soon to be worse
Holy water ain't no remedy for reverse
Get the slayers, but it wont be the first
Silver bullet doesn't do the deed just
Run now before you find out vengeance does

I want revenge.

Bad guys have all the fun.

Ever hated something about me? I'm sure you do. From my reckless ways in life to my harsh words for almost everyone.
I'm back on my asshole side, and it feels good. As off late I haven't been doing much, so what the hell, must as well just be an asshole again.
It is so fun, I missed it a lot for sure.

Just facing the consequences from my latest diss. 'post this on facebook', the funny thing is, more than 2 people thought I was dissing them ! hahaha, funny shit.

Nothing much has changed, I'm still the same. For the people I like, I still love you much as usual.
Only for the people that I dislike, I'm sure you can careless about me too, but I'll just take you as inspiration for new ideas. Is that cool ? Of course it's cool, not like you can do anything about it anyway.

Time to play the bad guy all over again. hehe

Why are you so obsessed with me.

This is cool.
Let keep it old school
Please reply me, let's make this a duel
When I see a fire burning, I must add in the fuel
Like a collector I steal and kill for the jewel
Maybe sometimes words turn heartless and cruel
So keep it hard, we don't go with no rule
Why are you so obsessed, makes you look like a fool
Pick on someone your own size,don't be a tool

Someone had to sin to today
Why not be me, you be my prey
Maybe I'm just being mean, I'll end up in hell someday
Maybe I'm just delusional, sold my conscience away
Writing love, heartbreak, hatred, all ideas for me to play
Don't take this personally, it's not my fault Savior's world is grey
Picking back up where I left off, you were just in my way
Funny Funny, I think these words don't hurt, their just plain cliche

Are you obsessed with me?
You think I'm checking out your breast
I see you stalking how I dressed
You need rehab, your plain obsessed
I read what you wrote, i ain't impressed
Don't talk shit to me, give that a rest
You would not get to me even if you tried your best
Move on from me, that's just what I suggest

Don't talk to me, unless your here doing an arrest
Your lifestyle of doing nothing is getting you stressed
Your obsession need to be second guessed
You ain't no Mesiah, your just a pest
Deep down, your disturbed and depressed
Another day of schizo, another scar sinned on my chest

Post this on facebook.

F-acebook me now, post this shit up facebook
U-nlike any beautiful poem, she ugly in all her look
C-hange the style, fob, goth, emo, you can't make a cent even if you hook
K-awaiiii, no bitch, your fucking ugly

Y-ou should know your role, don't be a wanabe
O-h my god, stop stalking me, I can sense your envy
U-nofficially a slut, your just ugly and lonely

U-ncle boyfriend chasing, you make it your life story
G-irl trying hard to lose her unwanted virginity
L-et me erases that topless image burns in my memory
Y-ou think I'm going too hard on you? go and cry to mommy

B-etter know who you are, those pictures better stop
I-'m trying to warn you before I wipe you up with my mop
T-ake a moment and read the hidden message from the top
C-hange that status, cause you ain't cool, your a fashion flop
H-ope you understand the encryption that I'm about to drop

Interview with the vampire.

Tell me I'm clever,

Tell me I'm kind,

Tell me I'm talented,

Tell me I'm cute,

Tell me I'm sensitive,

Graceful and wise,

Tell me I'm perfect--

But tell me the truth.

Way I Are.

Paradise Fall.

Savior.

Rap is so basic,
Just flow me with the music,
And here comes the lyric
Love is just an addict,
Can't get away with love sick,
Don't leave me in heartache.

Look into your eyes,
Now baby, I'm in paradise
That music syncing our flow
Love love love baby,
Kiss me under the mistletoe

Baby please
Hold me, complete my masterpiece
Baby girl,
Now let it snow,
But don't let me go

That little box under the tree
A little love note written by me
A little love gift from Santa
On going with our love saga

So sweet
So sing along,
Again with the repeat
Bring it back with the beat

Piano jazzing with the base
Kiss me passionately, give me a taste
Lets not let the moment go a waste
Now girl, your melting to my freestyle
I'll send chills back up to you with my smile
Just a little bit of romance, makes it worthwhile

It's half past three
Leave the night up to me
Lite you up like a Christmas tree
Love you, just like you love me.

Secret Diary of a London Call Girl.

Savior.

He was just a boy
Treated him with love like my toy
After all love is just a marketing ploy
Today center of my pillow
Tomorrow say goodbye to your shadow
Piece by piece
Kiss by kiss

Next week same time
Your place or mine
It's all the same
Just a client with a different name
Don't question my heart
I just did my part
Wasn't meant to be from the start

Book me a room or an resort
I'll be the girlfriend escort
Just don't come up short
I'm your secret discretion
Experience makes me top of my profession
Leave you feeling special after one session
But you're just another man, hides my confession
Wonder if the wife will raise the question
Where is the hubby going to release his obsession

Call me a whore
Take a sneak peak in my drawer
Bondage, fetish, even hardcore
I'm the girlfriend everyone adores
Unrealistic fantasy fulfilled behind closed doors
Show me the money, and I'll show you where to put yours
Name me the prostitute, the call girl, bet you could think of more

Need a companion, call me
Payed to satisfy all your inquiry
Just keep this between you and me
You are reading the call girl's diary.

Mom.

I know, I've written alot before
But now, when the ideas are gone
Time for something that comes from the inside

Savior.

Mommy, this is my confession
No matter what I did, you still showed me affection
Passing down what you knew to me, mother son chain reaction
But I never showed you my full appreciation
For standing by me no matter what was my action
I was selfish to only think of my own satisfaction
Hope it's not too late for me to undo the subtraction
Paying back my debts to you in this uneven equation
So this verse is for you, my dedication.


These words are being born from a broken heart
Not just love, a mother's love is always the main part
As I was packing my bags preparing to depart
Memory of how you taught me to draw and paint the art
All your effort for an only child, hoping he'll turn out smart
Sometimes I just wish in life I could hit restart
Give mommy a hug everyday, bless her heart

Your kid was playful, so he lived on the edge
Drugs, sex, money was mainly the life of his college
Forgetting all the lessons, Ignoring all the knowledge
Passed down by you, betraying his own pledge

I can't write much now, been lost in life
Lost for emotions, lost for words, no passion to strive
Recalling how you rushed over to see me when I went under the knife
The moment I opened my eyes from surgery
First thing I saw was dear mommy
Everything mommy did, it was for me
That warms my heart to a thousand degree

Hope my words are able to scream out loud
How I want to do you proud
Mommy is not here right now, So I see her in every cloud
Always believe an outcast like me would standout from the crowd
I'll clean up myself and make you proud
This is a promise, savior vowed.

Schiophrenia. feat Rem, Averira.

Hi sir, Sorry to say
you have been diagnosed with Schizophrenia


I guess now it's time to embrace the name
Savior, now Imma destroy the game
Kill you bitches, trademark with my fame
Life now will never be the same
ever again
this is just the voices going insane
words inspiration comes from the pain
Now I'm gonna infect all you with the venomous rain


Presenting Rem, tell em

You see the shadows coming, you see the monsters stare,
But its only you who sees them, but you tell others "BEWARE!!"

You think of crazed things, like demons, suicide, and worse,
You think of love and murder, but then again you feel no remorse.

Your body is made of uncanny movements, you scream, and yell, and twitch,
You feel your brain cells fry, like an unseen computer glitch.

There is something wrong in your head, you speak in a monotonous voice,
Your dispassionate, you appear apathetic, but then again you have no choice.

Your friends and family greet you, but you just run and hide,
You care to visit know one, you act like a loved one just died.

Your brain no-longer functions, you cannot reason, you just lie in bed,
Your life has been cut short, you have Schizophrenia, and are now brain dead.



I take great pleasure to introduce - Aveira -

In my nightmares

I am alone in the dark

I am in my room and there is this sound

this voice I can't remember

telling me to turn around

be careful

and there are these eyes

staring, cold and dead

these things fly around me

laying eggs in the bed,

they are gross, disgusting

they crawl on my skin and I scream

until I awake

scared, lonely, my heart pounding

all alone in the dark.



Savior.

You see
You hear
Feel the fear
The voices come to me
The voices talk to me
Now the shadow in the mirror walks to me

An old lady in need, should I save her
Maybe I should kill her, leave her children moaning in tear
So many thought with a twist
My mind was long gone, it don't exist
Should I give you my hugs and kisses
Resisting the urge to break you into pieces

But I ain't working for the devil
The torment I cause deserves a lower burning level
Skinning off your nails, I promise to be gentle
Squeeze your eyes, now it be my drinking bottle
Strap your neck, reliving my childhood poodle
Shower your bloody body from the kettle
Burn baby burn, your scream be my fantasy's title
Maybe I've gone insane, just a little

Just a little.

Bye Bye, Thanks for the memories.

Ronaldo is leaving for Real Madrid this summer. Thoughts ? Oh sad and sorrow.
Ronaldo is leaving for Real Madrid this summer for a fee of 80 mil pounds, which converts to RM 365 Mil. Thoughts ? Oh, he will be missed, give me Ribery's agent number.


With skills, looks, show boating, he is the perfect trick pony with an arrogant ego that is well deserved. Just like all pretty things in this world, they don't last. Remember how sad was it when Beckham left for Madrid? and yet, we won 4 epl titles, champs league, fa cup, carling cup, world club cup, community shield. While madrid....won nothing.

Just like any other beautiful summer fling, Ronaldo was indeed, just a fling. Loyalty was always an issue for you, so for an unloyal soldier to leave the camp, we should rejoice, and say thank you for the memories.

Like a relationship, if the girl is unloyal, squeeze as much out of her before leaving him. It is someone else's problem now.

Beautifully Done Pick Up.

Gimmick Approach

A good opening line that I used to use in random parties is by holding a paper and a pen while approaching the target. Why? - The music probably be loud as hell, and probably everyone will be talking, so that will make me stand out.

Going to pick up a girl is like trying to buy a slim fitting jeans right before the store closes. If the girl is not giving you the response you like, cut the bait and move on with the next target.

This is one of the ways to open up a girl. Take a piece of note, and scribble this on it.

"Hi," I'm taking a survey on bad lines. Circle which one you think is the worst."

"1. `Come here often, sugar pants?'
"2. `Hey, baby. Can we go out in the cold and hug?'
"3. `Hi. I'm taking a survey on bad lines.'"

90% of the time it gets a laugh, if it doesn't, move on. Why want a girl who can't laugh take a joke.
After she laughs, ask her to tell you the worse lines that has been used on her. Then your in for a conversation, simple as that !

Even if you get rejected, you might learn that maybe some of your opening lines are the ones that ladies think of as being worst lines !


The Direct Approach

Usually, the waitresses / bar tenders are wayyyy more attractive than the customers in a venue, so if you were planning to make an impression on her, this will be the way.


"I don't mean to interrupt you while you are working, but I just wanted you to know that I think you're one of the most attractive women I've ever seen, and I'm really glad I worked up the courage to introduce myself to you."

Tell her your name, ask her hers, and then let her get back to work.

Chances are, she will remember you. Girls like guys who have balls. Be wrong and strong.
For me, I am unapologetic and I give no mercy.
I used to tell people to cancel off on their dates or even family with a simple text message reply.
If a girl is planning on canceling out on our date cause she has to go to work or needs to study, I reply a simple text message like

- Call in sick, You'll have more fun with me -

Why with the short messages ? Guys usually ramble on and on, without getting to the point. Ever wonder why the billboards and advertising people put in hours of work just to come up with the ONE LINE ? right, people rather read one powerful line than an essay just to get to the point.

So always do this, one line if you are asking the girl out. Don't go all one line throughout the whole relationship tho, that's just stupid......


Flirts

Okay, obviously I can't talk much about body language here, But I can share some nice lines for you guys to try it out !

If you want to pick up someone in public, you need to keep your distance. It is a dangerous world out there, girls will naturally keep their distance with strangers.

So if you were to open a girl, you start with a simple compliment

- I like your hat -
girl - aww, thanks -

Pause. 1.

-I like your shoes-
girls - thx -

Pause, look at her sides, smile and say it with as much humor as possible
- Come to think of it, I like everything about u ! -

If she doesn't laugh, then just pull out of the set. The set is going nowhere. She needs to loosen up, her guard is up against you.

-My name is james, so whats your name miss perfection?'

Once she tells you her name, you say

- I can tell that you are a woman with good taste, know how I know that ? -
- how? -
- Cause you've been laughing at all my jokes -

She probably laugh the loudest this time, hit iron when it's hot !
- Give me five -
Put up ur palm for the 'give me five' movement, while she replies you with her palm too
heres the sneaky trick - Cross your fingers with her fingers when you guys are high fiving.
Get what I mean ? it is like you guys are holding hands, fingers crossing each other.

Why? This is a compliance test. If she grabs onto your palm like your grabbing onto hers, she is physically comfortable with you, if her high five is weak, your probably riding your luck and luck might run out soon !


That is all for today, I am SURE many people will give me shit about this blog post, its either loved or hated at the end. So there you go.

Don't hate the player, Hate the game.

The Hiatus Continues.

I wonder why, I haven't been able to think of anything to write lately!
If you have ANY ideas AT ALL about what I should be writing about, drop down a message on the chat box!

And I have ABSOLUTELY nothing to blog about! I always said that my blog will never be about what I did in my day or like other snoozer blogs about hows their life.
But sadly, there is nothing that's coming to mind lately.
Not even a piece that I've read is worth remixing.


Sorry, I have failed you as a blogger.

Here, for what it's worth, here are some scribbles that I manage to write.
It is from a friend of mine who enjoys writing 'love songs' and lovy dovy poem.
To be honest, I think he is lyrically weak, maybe some girls will like it.
So here it is - Steve's Farewell.

Steve.

There's no more tears to cry,
I feel nothing,
But a hollow chest inside.
Just trying to decide,
How I keep holding on,
How I can't banish this feeling,
Make it gone,
Honestly what have I done wrong,
why am I writing
this soulless song.

I’m too far gone,
my friends tell…
So here I am
my last farewell…
here I am
an empty shell
here in Bethany,
my heart fell.
Ill take this chance to allow,
I’ll take my leave
my final bow.

Savior.

Hey steve,
These are words of hurt
Wipe off tears, dust off the dirt
I'll be chasing another skirt
Broken hearted walkin in a lone desert
Hole in my chest, love on my shirt

She said she's heaven sent
Truth prevail, words she never meant
Tears be coming, I need an umbrella tent
Did you really dig it till this extent
Burry my memories with a sealed cement
I'm tired, but the scars don't break the torment

Now say with me bro
Let it go
Let it go
Partnered by my lone shadow
Shes shallow turned hollow
So I say
Now you know
Now you know

Heading for a heartbroken surgery
Sewing me back up, it's an emergency
Revive up a brand new me
Don't want to recognize her when shes on tv
Ain't passing by our spot the lemon tree
Craved love forever, but there was never a we
This is my last farewell
Savior's finale.

Sad Songs Playlist.

Hey people! if you are feeling down, no problem, I got just what you need.
Just leave this page on and enjoy the music !

You are coming on too strong.

People usually worry about whether the guy/girl they are dating or chasing are just not that into them. Well, I am here to acknowledge you guys that, words always lie, but body language never.

All so often, you see a guy coming on too strong to a girl, how ?

1. When you are walking, your hands is on her waist, when shes just walking normally with her hands free from you. This is a classic sign of how the guy is giving the girl too much attention, the girl will either feel overwhelmed by the attention given or she is going to get bored of you soon enough. Guys who always have their hands around their girl's waist, are the guys who are either dating the girl with sex as the main motivation / insecure / showing off.

2. When you are eating, the guy sits right beside you, even when there's only 2 of you, and he could had sat opposite facing you. BIG MISTAKE guys. Why would you want to sit beside her ? cause you can get in more physical contact ? Wrong.
During meal time, it is one important time to bond, have some solid conversations. By sitting side by side with her, when the whole restaurant everyone is sitting opposite of each other, you have lowered your value, and definitely look DESPERATE.

3. Well, okay, what you say might show how stupid stupid are you. When a guy / girl says 'I'll wait for you'. Because you just rejected them. You need to find the closest exit, and run towards it ! A guy / girl who said such things, are definitely INEXPERIENCE and does not know how to treat you !

Imagine, if that person expects you to like him/her, because they WAITED for you, won't that just makes you look like a fool ? they are implying, 'If I can't get you by heart, I'll just wait till you give up on rejecting me'. And there are more than 90% of guys out there who think that line actually shows loyalty and the girl might get emotionally touched. Scary eh.

4. When you are out with her shopping or just chilling, please, try your best not to follow her EVERYWHERE she goes. I mean, seriously, have some common sense, if she wanted to date someone who follows her 24/7, she would had gotten a dog. If you are out shopping with her, don't just stupidly stand there while she shops, you shop too. Remember, it's an outing, you are not her bitch.

5. Make the decisions. If the girl ask 'so where you wana go eat', and you have no idea whats her favorite food, here's the trick. Answer with your favorite food, and she will probably be 'no, I hate that', this will be your chance to say, 'well, okay, we'll just go to your choice, I'm not familiar with this place'. See, it was YOU who decided who got to decide where to go to eat. Trust me, small details like these matters.

Sometimes the girl will be all decisive, it is your job to support her and say 'let's do it, if it sucks, you have me to suffer with you.' Cause at the end, the food...does not matter, it is the conversation that does.

If you are always 'whatever, we do anything you like' then yes, you are definitely getting annoying.

6. Stop asking her whether she is mad at you, if she is, you will know. Her life is not just about you.

7. If she/he says something about the past, such as ex bf / gf, and you do feel the details given is abit too much, do not just put on a frown face and get pissed off. Do this.
Say politely, 'well, that's alright, but is it okay that we leave those stuff out, I rather not talk about it, I want to talk about you more.'

8. Do not brag. I swear, MOST GUYS DO THIS. Such as putting on your msn nickname 'Omg, my baby today gave me a gift, i love my baby, shes soooo good to me' Mistake. Privacy alert. She is dating you, not a celebrity.

9. Not remembering how to be yourself. If she slaps you or does anything really rude to you, you have the right to walk off. Let your partner know, you are not their whipping bitch, you deserve just as much as they do.

10. Don't try too hard, if you initiate a kiss, you go 90, she goes 10. Remember that.

Hiatus - Rebuild | Reborn.

After finally killing off Savior in my latest writing ( cause the writings lately were getting really bad ). I decided to take a hiatus from posting any writing I cook up. You guys can enjoy reading XiaXue or Dear Darling or some pathetic blog that possesses the cure to insomnia.

So for these days in my hiatus, I shall remain in solitude, only to go out to get food, or to have a smoke. Regardless, my days in my room will be filled with working outs and studying. Need to regain my focus after weeks of slacking.

Wait for it, there's new writing coming up soon and better gossip stories.

Every night
I sit here, thinking
Rhyming
Writing
Stories after fantasies
Imagination after creation
Only to avoid what I am afraid
Trying to block out what others said

I am sad deep down
I am happy cause no one sees my frown
With thoughts of me being happy
Inspiring post after post, if only you could see
When will I be myself again
When will I be dancing in the rain
At the end, it matters.
At the end, everything matters

Everyone writes me off
No, no one ever wrote me off
Me myself wrote myself off
Depression managment
Self disappointment
Murdered them all
The injured savior
Polluted
Corrupted
Infected
I need to destroy me
No sacrifice, no victory

Virus inside me, hear my warns
Good and Evil shall lock horns
Now, Savior Reborns.

Savior Suicides.

Now with the head pound and pound
Room spinning round and round
If only I could disappear, body nowhere to be found
Paints coming off the walls, darkness starts to surround
Black White with the trail of red blood all around

Voices loud as they yell
Mind started to swell
Nothings gona ring a bell
Suicide is so easy to spell
Maybe I should call someone and tell
But she's busy, so she said farewell
So I packed my bag and left my hostel
Took the car and checked into a motel
Haven't said a word as silence dwell
Followed by my shadows, destined for hell
The burning flames was what i smell

They say no savior, you're a monster
Would you mind if I kill you now sir
I will rape and kill your girlfriend later
let her choose the position that she prefer
I have a sickness, but it's your blood I stir
A little hair here n there, I see the hair is from her

Something is wrong with my mind, it has a bug
Declared insanity, now I walk with a smug
A free pass to kill any nerd, any thug
Pluck their hair now they sit as my rug
Do you still love me for me? I need a hug
It's our secret, my writing was all the time the drug
Writing under influence, now I'm pulling everyone's plug

Enough, I've been lied
Too much tears have been cried
Angels are no longer by my side
So I took this cab for a ride
I shot him in the back, he had no place to hide
Life is hard, harder when you never tried
but it's too late now, so I plan my suicide
Tip tow my way till to the top, feel that breeze outside
Look down to the traffic, if only a gun was then provide
I want to fly, then die, be famous worldwide
Headline the world, the 1st guy to suicide with poem written beside
Let's hope I feel alive soon, when the cars and me collide
Head split open, brain sprayed and divide
Finally I walk with the voices in me side by side

Try Me.

Thx babe for the words,
Now listen to my poetry
I'm so touched that every word was for me
I see that you are still checking me out
It is your love that I can't live without
All these rhymes just blowing up my brain
Oh no, Savior is going insane
After reading dear darling,
My shit got lame
I'm now focused on our love to tame
It's fine, I'm now working towards rising to fame
Now on everyone thinks of us when they mention my name
Repeating my verse again n again
Cause my words are out by popular demand
Infinite resourse, read the lines in the sand
One day we'll be making grand after grand
Oopz, we better keep it simple for Uncle Sam
Don't want him to not understand
We do it like this like no one else can
I saw my baby naked today, now my dick gave a solid stand
Shit, I'm off topic again,
That's not the plan
My baby ain't just a girl,
she the certified ten
I'll fuck her hard, soft, positions that malaysia ban
Can't stop now, the verses come n come
I can feel your wetness dripping, river soon to become
Kiss me on the neck, drunk on my words, alcoholic like rum
We just want to have some fun
So come on Sam, tell me how you made your imaginary girl cum
Don't be repeating the same phrase, makes you sound dumb
Never come close to getting some
Only time you saw female genital was when you popped out of your mum
Must be wet as hell, sip it up yum yum
God, all these words coming into my mind,
I'm getting pump!

Green is asking me whether this is gona be posted
Wana see how Uncle Sam's image get toasted
Verse too hot, reading it gets you raosted

I'm done
This is one sided one on one
Scaring tat coward planning to run
He had balls, but his a cunt
Now his done

That's why they call me boy wonder
My words are the arsenal, Wenger like the gunner
What do you want me to do ? I can't stop when I'm speedin
Never cross my mind to even consider deletin
These shots are too accurately aimed and perfect timing
A normal freestyle will outperform your dear darling

You need to stop me Green,
I'm running on rechargeable battery
Never stop till i get enough mentality
Just like I want Green's mouth on me
While I came to party
So I be drunk on the Hennesse
Writing down all her fantasy
Unlike you bro, I turn her into reality
Hold on, I need to cum on, Green wants to if you seek Amy
Now all these love from me it's all free
Top of the world now, so I'm gona let you losers be
Special access to her busty body
Get to do what I want like I'm the VIP
Leave no trails, I move like I'm the M.I.B.
His writing more destructive than the tsunami
Now savior got the solution is too easy
I just give a call to big mommy
Tell her to come and use her fat ass to blocky
Stop all the thunder and windy
Giving uncle sam to live and lose his virginity
Let someone touch his dick, not him doing the sucky sucky
Uncle sam, better let someone do the fucky fucky
Orelse the only person who touch ur privates is ur daddy
'Come on sam, let daddy help u go pee pee'
Holy crap, tat mental image got me going freeeze
This rhyme has gotten way beyond PG
Wonder if all these will come back to me

Believe in yourself.

Head till the toe
Different from what you know
It's too soon to see how i turn out
Too fast to judge what I'm about

Just wait for me to transform
I'll rack up a storm
Give me time while I find my form
Lonely to getting swarm

I'm not gona believe what you say
saying looks don't matter, personality all the way
I'm not gona believe what she say
saying someone will love me for me, night and day
I'm not gona believe what he say
saying I need to believe in cupid and pray
I'm gona be alone, while others enjoy the buffet

I know you guys mean well
But it was hard on me
I learned the hard way
To ignore what they say
Finding a way to escape from this dismay

I believe there's a way
Someone will love me no matter what they say
Someone will kiss me even if I had a bad hair day
People always judge the cover of the book
So many styles, so many genres, so many look

Now they stare
They can't say no more, stoned in their chair
Cause I found my look, found who I am in there
I am myself, no matter where I go, what I wear

Looking through my pictures, I ask what is this?
That's the boy who no one will ever wants to kiss
Now who is this?
That's the boy who grew up who everyone wants a piece
Same person inside
Just a different on the outside

I never believed what they said
They lied
I ain't ugly
Why did I even cried

They lied
I'm sure I can find a bride
I am me, nothing to hide

Love me or hate me now
I believe their logic got denied
Whether I'm ugly or beauty, not for them to decide
The old me never died
Still savior all the time,
Just look at the picture slide

Crack A Bottle. Remix - Mtv Movie Awards.

Eminem.
So crack a bottle, let your body waddle
Don’t act like a snobby model you just hit the lotto
Uh-oh Uh-oh, bitch3s hopping in my Tahoe
Got one riding shotgun and no not one of them got gloves
Now where’s the rubbers? Whose got the rubbers?
I notice there’s so many of them
and there’s really not that many of us.
And ladies love us, my posse’s kicking up dust.
It’s on till the break of dawn
and we’re starting this party from dusk

Savior.
So I'm here remixing em's song
He be cracking more bottles after smelling Bruno's thong
Worse than twilight winning, what the hell is wrong
High school musical beating out Slumdog, how was that done
Mtv stop bleeping me out, I'm just having some fun
You can't bleep my freestyle lyrics, so suck it cunt
This meaningless award should not even had begun
I find meaning in checking out Venessa Hudson
Looking good today, let me get a crack at that bun
So I guess you playing hard to get hun

Miley, call me when you're 18, I'm gona tap that
You're still a kid, I prefer a full grown cat
So Megan fox, where your sexy ass at
With a body like that, how can I not mention you on my track
Call me after the show, we'll have a little sexy chat
Now MTV, this is what you get for messing with Britney, don't ever forget