Savior Suicides.

Now with the head pound and pound
Room spinning round and round
If only I could disappear, body nowhere to be found
Paints coming off the walls, darkness starts to surround
Black White with the trail of red blood all around

Voices loud as they yell
Mind started to swell
Nothings gona ring a bell
Suicide is so easy to spell
Maybe I should call someone and tell
But she's busy, so she said farewell
So I packed my bag and left my hostel
Took the car and checked into a motel
Haven't said a word as silence dwell
Followed by my shadows, destined for hell
The burning flames was what i smell

They say no savior, you're a monster
Would you mind if I kill you now sir
I will rape and kill your girlfriend later
let her choose the position that she prefer
I have a sickness, but it's your blood I stir
A little hair here n there, I see the hair is from her

Something is wrong with my mind, it has a bug
Declared insanity, now I walk with a smug
A free pass to kill any nerd, any thug
Pluck their hair now they sit as my rug
Do you still love me for me? I need a hug
It's our secret, my writing was all the time the drug
Writing under influence, now I'm pulling everyone's plug

Enough, I've been lied
Too much tears have been cried
Angels are no longer by my side
So I took this cab for a ride
I shot him in the back, he had no place to hide
Life is hard, harder when you never tried
but it's too late now, so I plan my suicide
Tip tow my way till to the top, feel that breeze outside
Look down to the traffic, if only a gun was then provide
I want to fly, then die, be famous worldwide
Headline the world, the 1st guy to suicide with poem written beside
Let's hope I feel alive soon, when the cars and me collide
Head split open, brain sprayed and divide
Finally I walk with the voices in me side by side