Ignorance is a bliss.

Today as I was on my usual internet surfing, I noticed about Rick Ross's album sale. As I've stated before, Rick Ross was beefing with 50 cent, now he is declaring that he won 50 cent with his album sales..... when 50 cent didn't even put out an album yet.

Rick Ross's album vs 50 cent's album.

Debut Album
Port of Miami(2006) 187,000 copies 1st week
vs
Get rich or die Tryin(2003) 987,000 copies 1st week


2nd Album
Trilla (2008) 198,000 copies 1st week
vs
The massacre(2005) 1.2 MILLION 1st week

3rd Album
Deeper than Rap (2009) 162,000 copies 1st week
vs
Curtis(2008) 691,000 copies 1st week


and with that, Rick Ross declares victory....... over what ?
I guess people are just ignorant these days.

I'm sorry Rick Ross, you are nothing in this world.
And now, you declare war against EMINEM ?
Sorry bro, you can't even beat 50 cent, how can you even come close facing eminem ?!

In this world, all so many times people ignore the result, and celebrate a "moral victory".
Losers.
So next time you see someone trying to make themselves feel better after a defeat by saying it was a moral victory, they are lying to themselves, just like Rick Ross.
Wake up people, you need to face the reality, if you suck, you suck.

So heres Eminem's new released song 3.a.m.

Almost back to his best.

The Bigger Picture.

All so many times, have we immaturely taken a stand for things that do not concern us. I'm sure everyone of us have done it before, hating or voicing out our concern for stuff that does not even concern us.

Example for the Chris brown and Rihanna incident, fans are bashing each other for... god knows what reason.
Even worse, all so many times we overestimate our abilities and influence on certain people or situations.

Sometimes, I get angry at myself for reasons that is beyond logical explanations, ever had that happen to you ?

Some people rant out on blogs, some people talk to their best friends, while others do not handle them in a very healthy way.
I tend to write, even though I know my English is not up to par ( blame rap music and Malaysian education system ). But I do think it is one of the healthier way of handling stress and boosting up ego. . . Instead of bashing others straight forward and moaning over and over again.

Yes, if all of your blog is just about moaning how life sucks and how emo you are, you are undisputed pathetic and you need to get a hobby quick. I guess I will never understand why people act the way they do, such as thoughts of suicide and hurting themselves. Maybe its their way of coping with stress, but people, it is unhealthy.

This is just my way of telling others and even myself, serving as a reminder that everyone is different, and if they don't do anything to affect us in a negative and impactful way, it is best to keep our mouth shut or sugarcoat our thoughts from time to time. A better phrasing will be learn how to control our emotions.

Theres a saying in the entertainment industry - Think it, Don't say it.
Hope everyone can appreciate the relevance of it.
Things are never as bad as we think it is.

Think of all the memories that in your mind was seen as a "life or death" moment, and look at it today, it doesn't really seem too much of a big deal eh. Instead it is the small lessons we learn here and there in everyday life that makes us grow and affects us the most.

So heres for the people who are going through a hard time, look at the bigger picture, Rome wasn't build in a day, take a chill pill, and think about whats your next move.
At the end of the day, it is the big picture that matters.




God, this is a boring post. Oh well, hope you guys like my new blog!

Blame it on The L Word.

Girl I have a secret

I'll share, you have my trust

Shh, lets keep it between us

No body knows this is more than lust

3 piece to tell you

first,

second,

third

I used the L word

yes, 3 words, you heard what you heard

Same words coming out of you preferred

Say it in the day

Think it when your away

Say it when its is gray

Think it to make you stay

The L word, not only used for say

The L word, for me to display

You, me, and the L word

Encrypt it in my words

Encode it in the letter I send

I can't pretend

Need not defend

I must admit

One day, I'll be on my knees

Girl,would marry me

Let the word free

The L word

On your beauty

On your personality

From inside of me

Don't be shy

I look you in the eye

by

The L word.

Just a post.

Happy birthday Lucinda.

Officer Ricky ( Go Ahead, Try Me ). [Dirty]

[MoneyManMoe]

I fucking cant wait to pay the rent
Officer rickys baby mama aint even asking for a cent
Ross say he lean back at shooting a the police
That a lie i also heard ur jewels and cars are lease
This fat ho got jealous of 50 so he started the beef
Nigga stop saying u from the streets
Cuz all u do is cuff killers and thiefs
First of all witch gangsta is a co
Acting like u raps is hard u aint got no flow
I'll bust ur ass show u what u got to no
Even ciara laugh at ur ass
Cuz u raps dont pass


[Savior]

The money n the power, people calling me richy
My name is Mr. I get money,
Look it up, stated on wiki.
Giants bow down to me
Gold diggers want me as sugar daddy
rick ross's little daydream fantasy
Gets me all worked up,
Time for em to recognize me
oh shit, I got pulled over in my ferrari
I was making too much money warn the officer on duty
gave me a ticket cause I smelled his baby momma's pussy
you ain't no boss, you officer ricky
Queens baby, not fake ass miami.


[50 cent]

I put a razor thru ya face
I put a nine on my waist
I cock the shotty just in case
I pump nothin but bass
I put a pint of blood in the whip
A pint of blood on the ground
Bullets, bullets get to ricochetin
bouncing all around

That body all case cold I got her white wit it
If they ask me I think niggas from basely did it
I'm a southside nigga, we take on all comers
The first shot pop, we get to warrin all summer
These niggaz ain't hard I get on em on some different shit
Different strap, different clip, I blow the door off your whip
The cop fucked fox, sucked the cunt on the bimbo
Faggot must've thought he knock me out like Kimbo
with gondorea lips, his breath stronger than endo
Fat fuck playin wii fit nintendo
Have another tattoo, here's another tattoo
run into my goons soon, have new bullet wounds


[Iseerashonal]

I put da barrel to ya stomach n da nozle to ya head
Cock back trigger pull nigga u dead
I be shinin on u nigga like da flash from out a tv
You get laid out right six feet beneath me
Imma all around good 4 nutin bastard imma monsta
My pancreas secrete bile so i vomit on ya
My hood sense tinglin i sting u like da viper
Feel da sting in back i hit u wit da sniper
Yo bitch ho class so we tap it like nails
Her finger gettin sent to u in the mail



[50 cent]

Officer Rickyyyy, radio for backup
See ya ass anywhere you know I'm gon act up
You want play with me, when I don't want play?
Have my niggas whip the skin off your ass in broad day
Screaming boss, nigga you ain't a boss
Pussy nigga ya lost , listen officer Ross
I tell you straight suck a dick
You tryna come with subliminals
Cuz your ass the police
My niggaz is criminals
It's like every other word out your mouth bout a bird
Like you sling cocaine, this shit is absurd
You's a rapper, you's a motherfuckin rapper
It's a wrap, your career is fuckin wrapped up


[ Savior ]

I'm telling you as a friend
Let this little beef end
We do damages that can't be mend
Just give me a call, apologize,
and end it this round
Shut up before you get played like a big fat clown
Give up before I run your game out of town
Your game credit soon can't be found
After our verse, do the smart thing and bow the fuck down.


[50 cent]

My enemy's enemies are my friends
And my semis they like Siamese twins
See em up close, you wont see shit again
Like every fairytale, boy your life has to end
try me, get blown away way way
Go ‘head try me, get blown away way way
Try me get blown away way way
go head try me, get blown away way way

Return it.

Let me fade away.

Reason for you leaving me,

Reason for breaking me,

I wish I could think of something to say.

Gave you all I’ve would.

You took it all in, accepted all I could give.

My heart can’t be glued back to one, I’m alone in disbelieve.

Tears dropping, silence surround.

Motionless, no thought, no feelings to be found.

No longer want to play the game of love.

This is it, Just wish to leave everything on earth,

Drift to above.

With the clouds,

With the sun,

With the moon,

The ones.

Can’t tell me lie,

Can’t make me cry.

In trade, I no longer know love

She took my heart, and never returned it

I see the pieces shattered in front of me

All of me disappearing bit by bit.

Love, please return it to me

Bit by bit.

Bit.

by

Bit.

Savior Unmasked.

I say one for the money
Two for my show
Three lines then I’m ready to go
I walk like no one cares
You can’t do it, cause you worry bout those who stare

I be myself, my style
Hate all you want, you can’t match my green pile
Why can’t you greet me with a smile
Deep down you envy my happiness all these while
I write that special style, and I know it
Blue prints to show it
Green paper ready to throw it

So much gossip
Rumors sinked your friendship
So much hate
When will you learn to appreciate?
Life is good
Do what you should
Try what you could
Love is good
Break up, it could
Work out, it would
I’m just writing, you don’t have to be rude

I brag
I swag
Don’t use word fag
I don’t give a fuck about gay marriage
I don’t give a fuck about marital age
I don’t give a fuck about my girl’s heritage
Hustling for tat paper, 3 jobs with minimum wage
Writing therapy for my anger manage

24 seven, 1989 that’s me, started to walk the clock
Twenty years now, I still smoke at the rooftop
Shiny stars fade away often but never drop
Life’s a race, and I don’t plan to stop
Life’s a play, you either a hit to the top
Or disappointing in a major flop
I stay one lane, that’s my spot

Every mission to be what my dad was not
Every creation to make my lines hot
Every coin was risk to hit the jackpot
Every reason to challenge your judgmental thought
I forgive, but shit is never forgot
Life is just getting interesting, sudden twist back at the lot
Pad yourself the back, you deserve that prop
Been through so much, still chasing the top
The Savior is back, now let the beat drop.

My words the Womanizer.

All the girls in the world
Got me spinning, my body to twirl
So many of them
So pretty of them
So sexy of them
I want them
Flash that body a certified ten

Oh, now that blonde she looking at me
Golden stripes breathing Barbie
In the club, she the life of the party
In the bed, she the freak of kinky
Three girls, four some she is always ready
It’s the season, I hunt that playboy bunny
Summer love, she makes the perfect love story
She gets what she wants plain and easy
She got me going crazy
I love that slutty blondy

Try a fun ride with a brunette
She got me chasing, playing hard to get
Set your fantasy free, got you wet
The one you see, but can never get
Really girl? I’ll take that bet
5 minutes later you ride on my jet
She riding on me, feel her sweat
We blame it on the alcohol after that

Up comes the Latina
She’s working the poll, you can’t keep your eyes off her
Spin and twirl, permission to kill me and wear my fur
I’m addicted to her
I’m seducing her
She’s feisty
She’s spicy
She’s burning me up inside you can’t see
Who the fuck needs j.t.
There’s Latinas, there’s sexy

Flash me that big booty
That black girl defines natural busty
Push up on me
She licks and whispers to me
Ciara brings it back with that m-a-g-i-c
Her cherry thick lips
See saw effect with those seductive hips
Grinding on me, her back and my front a perfect fit
She swallows it all, caps an amazing trip


My words the perfect womanizer
She’s the pro hypnotizer
Let me the lucky motherfucker
Satisfaction guaranteed comes with her
Be ready
Be ready
She’s pushing me to the maximum gear
You're now on the fast lane
One touch, now she came.

Cause I say shit that you can't think of.

Girls who are skinny as hell but still cant stop complaining "I want to go on a diet!!" are secretly mocking the fat girls. They are demonstrating how they can lose weight just by saying the word "diet".

You know why Britney is the best ? She doesn't discriminate. No matter how much you pay, 50 bucks or 2000 bucks, she will still only sing one song live in her concert, no matter who the fuck are you.

My friend was preparing to be the next member of PCD. So she practiced dancing in high heels and singing "LA LA LA" all day. They said she can't sing in tune, but she looks too hot to be ignored, and hence they auditioned her for Girlicious.

Backstreet boys are 35 years old now, I guess boys will always be boys..

After Notorious B.I.G. got murdered, people concluded that if your stage name has a BIG in it, your bound to get murdered. Hence we have tones of LITTLE's walking around. Lil Jon, Lil Wayne, Lil mama.
Guess if I ever get famous, I'll name myself " Above Average Lee " / "2 and a half Cent"

David Beckham named his son Brooklyn cause there was the place they found out Victoria was pregnant.
I guess I will name my son "Scarborough Central Hospital"

David vs Goliath. Moral of the story - Don't name your children Goliath.

Lindsay Lohan has been on more hotel pillows than a chocolate mint.

Rap and Hip Hop and Russell Peters taught me that It is OKAY to be racist to your own race.
A real eye opener for asians.. ( Oh SNAP )
Black people can call each other the N word, while it is so wrong for me to use it.
Now who is being racist, listen to Obama, Spread the wealth.

House - Moral of the show - It is never Lupus.
- Your doctor is not good unless he has a cane

End of the world movies - Shit only happens if you are in japan or america.

SAW - Moral of the show - Never agree to play a game with a puppet.

Scary Movie, Date Movie, Disaster Movie, Epic Movie - Moral of the story - Watch youtube, its free.

Michael Jackson - Moral of his life - When you have too much money, you can do whatever you want. Be any race you want.

Timbaland - Moral of his life - "AY AY AY" / "Freak it Freak it Freak it" Makes you a singer. PCD copyrighted " LA LA LA "

50 cent - Moral of his life - When you get shot, girls come out stripping and money fly out of the sky. Which is untrue after experiment.

Eminem - Moral of his songs - If someone crosses you, write a rap dissing them back.

Angelina Jolie - Moral of her life - If you are sexy, you can steal any guy, give birth to twins and still remain your waist line, and adopt the world. If you are not, sorry, you end up like Rossie o Donell.

Residence in utsc - Moral of my experience -

Make a big deal when you see someone wearing a hood walking around.
Be shock when strangers go into your house, not because you did not lock the door.
Report to the police, and change facebook status.

Exam - If you are not prepared, defer.

Facebook Addiction - Go to Facebook Rehab aka Twitter / Myspace.

Life in university - People who are still up at 4m - they are studying / assignment
People who are asleep at 4m - Drunk.

Theres something about me.

This is personal me.
This is how I be.

Woke up today, I felt I've grown
Big world, big life, i stood alone
Big dream, big fantasy, far away from home
Look back at people I've known
Can't communicate with them
Can't create the mood to be with them

What's happened to me
I see things that they don't see
People happily in love, engaging at twenty one
I tilt my head, what happens when honeymoon is done
Reality kicks in, long distance relationship ain't that much fun
If you see what I see, you sure will run
But I stand still
Puffing smoke remain my chill

Trying to figure out if it is naive
Or its the best way to live a happy life
Love at 1st sight, in your mind shes your wife
People around act when emotions run high
Quit school,not able to delay gratify
Small arguments, bring out the boys, bring em knives
People get shot, I don't even knew why
You hate, you get mad
Can't they just be happy with what I've had

They judge basing on primacy effect
Be different, turn into society reject
Fear and against change, why do politicians even calling a re-elect
No ones perfect
People should chase what they are able to get
Looks and reputation don't matter if your fate is sealed n set

You say I'm stupid, I'm sure you know best
You say I'm pessimistic, I'm sure you just guess
You think I'm hurt, But I am not
You think I'm loveless, But I got more than what you've got
I've been through the dark side, you can't see it, not your fault

Nothing left to prove
I go through life with nothing to lose
I am reborn, no one else's fool
You can't recognize me, but I know deep down you do
You don't agree with me, so you stay true
You accept me for me, I gave my respect to you
I live the way I want, so should you

I judge, you judge
Everyone judge
When will we call the line saying its too much
Girl showing off flesh, must be a whore
Guys have casual sex, you don't accept him for him no more
I told you my opinion, you showed me the door
Can't we all of us get along instead going to war

Lying
Betraying
Hiding
The end seems not ending
But I say live your life, ignore that audience staring
Critics opinions flaring
Step up and take control
Stir that ship your way, don't follow the flow
Fail once, brush it off your shoulder, let the past go
Life sometimes gets red hot, others ice cold
Drama and surprises never seem to grow old
I take my step, regrets and emotions in my control

Don't judge me
Don't need your approval of my personality
That is just how I am, the personal me.

Grandpa.

Grandpa.


Before the next line arrive
This note is to celebrate my Grandpa's life
six children, seven grand children, life with loyal loving wife

Born in 19 thirty three
2009, he was called upon by the Big G
leaving the world with his lasting legacy
without him, there wont even be a ys lee

He was The warrior
He was way harder than all the street rapping gangsta
Survived through world war
he told me the time the Japs chased him from the door
feeding his brother with foods hidden under the floor

I did not know much about what he went through
He played a big role during my childhood
I'm dropping so many tears for him, I knew I would
I'm thanking him for everything, I know I should

Let me have one last conversation with him over breakfast
Let me have one more moment with him relive our past
I apologize for not understanding him
He might be gone, but his image is never dim

I look up above, releasing thousands of liquid piece
Grandpa, this note is for you.
Rest in peace.

rest in peace grandpa.

Rest in peace Grandpa. I love you.
17 - 4 - 09.

Memorial.

Today marks the sad day of my Grandpa going into a comma. So it's about time where he completes his full circle of life. It really brings a new perspective in life for me. I learn to appreciate what I've done in my life and mostly be thankful for everything that I have.

Think about it, if it weren't for my grandpa, I would not even be alive. Without him working hard all his life, I would not even be in the financial wealth that I am in now. So thank you grandpa for everything. you are my inspiration to carry on our financial legacy of the family. You have 6 successful children with 7 grand children. But me being the only one who spent alot of time with you before you got sick. So yea... this is my thank you to you, and if God is reading my blog........okay...I suppose God doesn't really read blogs.. but if you do hear my prayers... let him go in peace and not in suffer. That will be my only wish, take away my good exam results and trade it in for that. Who am I kidding, my results will be crap either way.

As you can see, I am trying real hard to not break down into a piece of tear sobbing mess. I guess my Grandpa should be proud of his life, having influenced 2 generations so much. I hope my grandma will be alright, having been with the man for more than 50 years.

My grandpa, a man who survived world war II, the invasion of Japan, a man who was well respected and well known in the community ( I ain't bragging ), he freaking owns like 5 big property that is rented by business...

so Grandpa, I never told you this, and I am sorry I can't tell you this face to face.
I love you, and thank you for giving me the life I have now.
You might not remember, but I always will.

Here I Am. Personal Me.

ys lee
Here i stand, where I be
Beautiful toronto city
No more heart achy breaky
I don't shed tears for passed fantasy
Sitting cloud nine on heaven you can't see
Same old style, skill the killz by me
This is here I am
My personal Me.


My room with that plasma
My bed with that hot mama
My life, on your list of wana
2009, I do it bigga
2009, I return to malay-sia
Here I stand, better be impressed by me ya
How I am, expect for a night of thrilla
I'm so fly, they call me the Asian nigga


Forget those bullies
Had me one up during oldies
Babe, I've grown, I'm game, Now I'm wearing the hoodies
I worked hard to be top of the list
Respected from the west till the east
Just a late bloomer, haters please.


Here I am,
Here I stand,
Proud of where I came
from a kid to a man.

Covering talent with fame.

Backstreet Boys vs Nysnc vs 98 Degrees

Ah yes, youth, sweet 17,18, 19. The age of transaction from a kid, to a teenager.
So many times have we've seen rising stars at the age of 19 coming out with their debut album, marketing around the young teen audience. Lets face it, it works, who wants to see a group of 4 old girls / men singing?

From groups such as Danity Kane, Girls Aloud ( My fav of all, if you don't know them, google cheryl cole. ) , Pussycat Dolls, Girlicious and many more, consist of girls scouted at a very young age.
Except for nicole, that girl turned 30 this year and shes dating a 23 year old... lucky bastard lewis hamilton.

Girls Aloud. Best British Girl Band Ever.

Anyway, if you really look into it, not all of them are really "talented", come on, admit it, you listen to them mostly cause One of them can sing, the melody is nice, and the other backups... are just fucking hawt. Example - Girlicious. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. No talent, watching their videos is like watching soft porn, but they do know how to market themselves, so respect still.

What started all this teen pop dated back to the early 90's. Backstreet Boys, which after more than 10 years, you are still calling yourselve backstreet BOYS ? dude.... N'sync, which only lead singer was Justin Timberlake.

Another big group was Spice Girls, and no, Victoria Beckham did not get famous cause of her singing... she got famous cause of the name she married into.
We now have PussyCat Dolls, which I think are alot better than Spice Girls to be honest, atleast they can dance, spice girls....haha, you call what you did in "Stop" dancing.

That begs the question, what happens to them after a short 5 year of fame ? when the group is.. no longer marketable to teen generation anymore ?
Spice girls broke up cause their last album flopped BAD, and out came Destiny's Childs, and it gave the world - Beyonce.

Yes, they broke up, and the lead singer takes the spot light and pursue the solo career, (being the only one that can actually sing, it's kind of an asset in the music industry).
For the backups who don't succeed ? They end up being a contestant / judge on a reality tv show, or they end up making random appearance on tv drama series, just so they can still relive whats left of their fame after wash career.

If only they had enough exposure to the audience as their talented singers, cause let's face it, everyone will cheer for someone who has been around in the spot light long enough.
Look at Victoria Beckham, why do people like her? You have no idea too do you !
cause she's been around the spot light all too long, and somehow, some respect must be given to her determined attitude to constantly stay in the spot light.

Posh Becks.
Married the right person to stay in the spot light.

Congrats to Taylor Swift for winning Country Album Of The Year in ACM. Good choice, we need more "country" teen singers like her to appeal to a wider audience. Even though I heard her sing live... and no, she cant sing live at all. But she is talented in writing music, so yes, she is cool in my books.
It is okay to like a singer when she can't sing cause she can write, that's my justification for my conscience. She kind of reminds me of a young Avril, I can't really put a finger on it, but I feel they are sorta the same.

vs

Most singer's debut are like the biggest thing in the world, with a few hits, the world wide audience has a very very short attention span, hence publicist hit iron when its hot, take the full advantage of it. Most people know... only a few of them are here to stay.

Flo Rida, 2nd album, R.O.O.T.S... hit number 1, sure, But is he going to stay for long ? I don't think sampling old music beats will be a good idea, need to come out with something original soon flo !

Avril Lavigne. Best Damn Thing album. A total drop of standard compared to her previous albums. Girlfriend was no match for Complicated / Sk8er Boi / My Happy Ending.

I've heard tones of better things.

Many Many more, But I can say this, young stars such as Soulja Boi, Taylor Swift, Katy Parry are here to STAY, yes, even soulja boi, cause he knows what the audience want. Do whatever you can to stay in the spot light ! Look at Michael Jackson, Madonna, 50 cent, cause to be honest, controversy and scandal is good for publicity, as long you still bring your game to the studio.
We the audience are stupid enough to cheer for almost anything as long you entertain us.

Lets just hope Miley Cyrus doesn't stay.. 15 year olds posing half nude is not something I want to be looking at.

You don't know love.

You think you've been in love ?
Girl that was puppy love
Have a crush on all the hotties with that groupie love
Guys drool when you flash them that curve
Have license to shoot, them be your fur
You got the car, then guy got serve
Breaking a kid's heart, does he deserve


Dancing long hair
Buttons popped open here n there
Guys staring at your beautiful pair
It's ladies night, she hotter than oven,rich guys cash disappear
Leave big boys begging in tear


Giving out energy
Closet full of Gucci
Guys hoping you get tipsy
But nothing with you is for free
That's why people call you the paid fantasy


You don't know love
The boys got baby face assassination
An epidemic sweeping across the nation
I see you every evening in television
The guys bow down to your doll domination
Mrs evil, I ain't gonna be just another patient
I'm the new and improved Asian sensation
T300 with Connor,so you better seek salvation

Your tricks don't work for I am fusion
My moves smoother than Johnson lotion
Shiny all over your high-knee but I spank it no hesitation
Leaving you drowning in confusion
You might be hot, but I roll with the temptation

I'm old school, abandon you gold diggers at the immigration
Lock you up for faking love criminalization
Send the boys to the game for self actualization
They need The Game, when I wrote Revelation
I'm done, my words painted the illustration
5 minutes gone, another masterpiece creation.

She calls my name.

[Mystic Illusion]

The breeze brushing through my hair
I can hear you saying: come to me
The journey that takes me to a place where allowed me to leave everything behind
And return with a brand new me, have a brand new beginning in a brand new chapter
The secret to move on, is to leave the past behind
We're designed to meet challenges
What does not kill us, makes us stronger
Now embrace life as it is
Take troubles as our best friend
Understand them and deal with them
That... takes us to another level

[ys]

Yes yes, bring the lotion and lets go
Grab that bikini and surf to the flow
Float to where the wind choose to blow
Gone, bring on the next wave, I'm seated in first row
I want to walk on the beach, toes in the sand
Baseline by flock of seagull band
Now dance till the chapter waves an end

Come on, let the breeze swirl us a big typhoon
Watch pirates twirl gold like big tycoon
Jack go tick tick and Davy Jones go boom
Its a new chapter, sun and beach be our stacko
I see you n boat being uno
Boy, bring me a hot choco
Life is good, here comes the new flow
Keep your eyes on us, we starring in the perfect show.

Choice.

How influenced are we by the media these days ?

If I were to ask you, why do you like kim kadarshian but not rossie o donell, would you be able to justify it except one is smoking hawt, the other is drop dead ugly ?

If I were to ask you, why do you oppose abortion or gay marriage, would you be able to make a logical explanation, except "Cause thats how God intended it to be".

If people were such loyal followers to God, whether it is Christianity or Buddhism or other religion, can you look me in the eye and tell me honestly, that you have followed everything that was said, and never broken a rule or committed any sins ?

No, you know why ? Cause you CHOOSE which law to obey, which law you just close an eye and pretend it was acceptable to ignore.


Hey, I have no objection to you choosing what you want to believe, you want to believe gay marriage is wrong, when you are straight as hell, meaning it would not affect you one bit, you go ahead and protest all you want.

My question is, can you back up your argument with logical reasoning, without pulling in "GOD" as part of the reason. Religion can't be proven, hence religion will be the least substantial evidence in any argument. As we know, religion has been often proven wrong in the course of time. Remember how people use to sacrifice virgins into volcano as sacrifices to Gods... we don't do that now do we..


If a person manage to justifies their beliefs with logic, even if the logic itself is proven to be wrong, but still demonstrates intellectual in a way of being able to make a choice with solid grounds of reasoning, a certain respect must still be credited.

Take example of the past US elections, SADLY, only 20% of voters who voted for the republicans actually DO believe that John Mccain is a better choice compared to Obama. Supporting his economic views and his past experience in war. That, is acceptable.

While the other people who voted for the republic party, voted because they think Obama, is a terrorist, or Obama supports socialism or Obama is hangingout with terrorist... or... because sarah palin was hot.

Ask yourselves, how many times have you added someone on facebook, just because they are HOT ?
How many times have you dumbass guys AGREED with a girl, because she is hot ?

People, it is normal to want to talk to a girl like this, but it is NOT OKAY to be a doormat and support / agree on everything she says..

Elizabeth from the view.
One of the dumber people on tv these days.

All so often we are influenced by the media, what the media reports. Such as FOX new's obvious bias to the republicans. Soccernet's obvious misquoting for front page title.

Do NOT let the media run your opinion, do some research or ask people who are specialized in the field you are seeking interest in, get to know more about the stuff that you have an opinion about. Example - Gay Marriage

Do you really think Gay Marriage is bad for the human race ? how come no one bans smoking then ? it kills more people than gay marriage I'm sure.

To be honest to God, I think most kids smoke these days to be cool. I swear, I've seen so many people who do not know how to smoke, but do try their best to act "cool". How come the government do not put a ban on smoking ? Instead government such as Malaysia spends more time putting a ban on PORN. When was the last time you heard someone died of Porn.

Oh god, I've been rambling on for too long, I think I even drift off point a couple of lines there.
At the end of the day, I just want you to know,

Make a choice cause of YOU, not cause people said so, not cause it is a trend.

If that boyfriend of yours is making you unhappy, but you are staying with him... for reasons that remains unknown to you, make a choice, and dump him.

If a girlfriend that is obviously using you and being more of a liability than an asset, make a choice, and dump her, who cares if shes super pretty and too good for you.

If you are unhappy, make a choice to be happy

Make a choice, cause you believe so, not cause others tells you that how life should be.

Public Announcement

This is a public announcement regarding the situation of ys.
ys was ALWAYS in a stable condition, thus, wanting all his friends to know the following.

I know you guys are reading
just so you know, I won't be leaving
I'm still here living n breathing
this is my thank you note for believing.


I'll be your savior man
be your backup plan
I go on n on, you know I can
that bitch who hit you and ran
I be your superman
pick you up
clean you up
I'm better than lady luck


I'll be your conscience
be the shoulder for reliance
I tell you whats black whats white
always do what is right
show you the light
chance to get a kiss in return, i just might


I'll be your warrior
one hand with tissues to wipe off that tear
one hand with you when you face your fear
with a soft spot, tell me about your day my dear
I'm the skinny Santa, spread my cheer
oh wait, not my style, lets switch back that gear
so many lies outside, I'll be the one being sincere
telling you just how it appear
don't care if your straight or queer
the truth is what most people need to hear.


I'll be your brother
I'll be your soul sister
take care of you, like a mother
not judgmental on how you live, unlike other
not telling you what to do, let live your life I rather
help you in need, choose the kidney that you prefer
have a dream, I'll be your entrepreneur
have an idea, I'll be your loyal supporter.


I'll be your reason
making you laugh at stupid senseless all season
simple gesture calling you my hun
a blush cracks calling you my sugar bun
letting know a stranger that cares is better than none
we can talk, drink, dance, get those dilemma done


I'll be your hookup
got you game, you get laid
got you network, you get paid
got you secure, you don't go psycho instead
got you laughing, blushing till you go red
My hookup are for all occasion
that's what she said.


I'm ys, and I approve this note.



ys. 2012.

The Suicide Note.

I need that golden compass
Make my choices just
Why are other people making such a fuss
Who to and who not to trust
When I don't even know who I am, who I was

Alone now
no lying now
no cheating now
no stealing now
the model right way, let's take a bow
fuck my life now
fuck your life now
you got what you deserve, I wonder how

First thing you say
"I hope she is okay"
pretending that fake ass way
wait till I come home at may
show how small you are in the world
the voices in my head still twirl n swirl

God, so many voices
talking to me, all these noises
is she talking about me
is he looking at me
seems like everyone is against me
I want the world to want me
but why don't it obey me
cause you don't know what I see
you can't feel how I be
I'm wrapped up inside, plotting to break free

Call me psycho
I'll run a riot and steal the show
strap me up
lock me up
and my voices continue to grow
everyone who looks at me is my foe
counselor send me to psycho ward 3 weeks in a row
stamp insane on my palm, I'm the ultimate sicko
better hide yourselves, cause I'm worst than wacko jacko

Ever had a nightmare
I ain't no nightmare
I'm reality,
give you goosebumps just standing here,
look at your hair
feel your underwear
I don't fear these voices, but do you dare

This ain't even a post
raising concern for all you most
my soul in search for another host
devil beside me, with her Prada calling for a toast
died of lyrical insanity overdose

They say don't joke about this
I say this ain't no joke
I now look for that long rope
cause you're reading the suicide note.


hahahahahahhahaa

So What.

What an eventful and dramatic Sunday.
First of all, let me talk about P!nk's new hit "So What", perfect song if you are coming off a break up or in need of support of other people, or just a nice rock song. P!nk is back!

She's still one of the best

So Flo Rida came out with his highly anticipated 2nd album. R.O.O.T.S. Routes Out Of The Struggle. To be honest, there are not many hot songs on it compared to "Mail On Sunday".
Mail on Sunday had "Low", "Elevator", and "In the ayer". Even though, In the ayer and Low have similar beats, while Elevator was sampled from "Halloween"'s theme song. It was still good.

I listened R.O.O.T.S. To be honest, I did not like it was much as I wished I did. There are 2 good songs on it "right round" and "sugar" both of them sampled a beat that was known to the public, which I find abit uncreative and unoriginal. I'm not saying it's not good, I just wish they came up with something more original.

I mean, they basically just took the beat, and techno-ed it and put on some autotune. I don't mind beats sampled from other artist, when you can barely recognize the original beat, such as Kanye West's Good life is sampled from Michael Jackson's Pretty Young Thing. ( bet you guys didn't know that ).

Flo Rida. R.O.O.T.S.

Now back to the eventful Sunday. First off, Man utd vs Aston Villa. To be honest, I started losing hope after we went 2-1 down. Then Sir Alex Ferguson made this weird change that no one expected, throwing on this 17 year old kid to replace Nani. Sure enough, this talented son of a bitch scores the winner in injury time to give us a 3-2 win. His moves reminded me of a young Theiry Henry! Such a dramatic day for all of us who watched the match for sure.

41 - Kiko Macheda - Hero
Sir Alex Ferguson - Mastermind

Stupid move benitez, to come after Sir Alex Ferguson. I guess the lesson here is, to have patience in life, and gamble to go for the win.

Good vs Evil
Light vs Darkness
The showstopper vs The Phenom
Mr. Wrestlemania vs Mr 16 - 0
The Main Event vs The Streak

HBK vs Undertaker

Now onto the granddaddy of them all - WRESTLEMANIA 25.
Okay, it actually sucked. Totaly not worth paying, if you were to buy or watch wrestlemania, don't bother watching it EXCEPT for the HBK VS UNDERTAKER match.

THE MATCH WAS CRAZYYYY

both superstars tore the house down!! Wrestled for 30 minutes, hitting 8 finishers in total. Even though everyone knew Undertaker was going to go 17 - 0 , the drawing point was the match itself. It was DEFINITELY, the best match EVER. Yes.. EVER.
Other than that.... the whole wrestlemania was a disappointment..
Oh well, can't ask for a perfect Sunday right.

Well, I read a few people's blog these days.. What is up with all the depressing love / heartbroken shit man. People are blogging about how they can't trust people and stuff.. Feeling down ? NO WORRIES, Listen to P!nk's - So what. Taylor Swift - Love Story.
All available on the playlist on the right.

Okay my readers, I'm off to do my stuff, enjoying this beautiful day.
yes, Man utd are back, so my luck is coming back strong too lol.

The Way I Are. A special thank you.

This was such an interesting day, all so often people have been telling me about my blog is filled with hatred and venom, but you guys never appreciate the nice poems that I write! Come on, "Beautiful" was a nice one.

So this is what happened, people were raising concern about my recent post, so they kind of consulted me about my well being. I know, it's really funny when you think about it, but they meant well..... I guess ? At least I know people read my blog. See, being positive. HAHA

This is funny as hell even as I'm writing, cause I'm here thinking, if my poems were so disturbing, how come no one ever questioned Eminem ?! OH COME ON, just cause his famous.. you psychiatrist let him go ?! and I'm telling you, if I were black, it would not be an issue, it would just be good rapping. Cause I'm asian!. That must be it !

I must say, thanks to you people for reading my blog. Good to know that my writings are so strongly disturbed that it raises worries. You're right, totaly attention whore of me. The worse thing is, I actually thought I won an award or they were going to hire me when I had that meeting.... now THAT's me being positive.

Just like to say this, no matter who you are, whether you're constantly emo, constantly happy (must be something wrong with you), constantly being a smartass, or constantly being boring.
You are who you are, and you can't change that. If other people can't accept you for who you are, fuck em.

That's just the way I are.

The Way I Are - Timbaland ft. Keri Hilson , D.O.E.