Theres something about me.

This is personal me.
This is how I be.

Woke up today, I felt I've grown
Big world, big life, i stood alone
Big dream, big fantasy, far away from home
Look back at people I've known
Can't communicate with them
Can't create the mood to be with them

What's happened to me
I see things that they don't see
People happily in love, engaging at twenty one
I tilt my head, what happens when honeymoon is done
Reality kicks in, long distance relationship ain't that much fun
If you see what I see, you sure will run
But I stand still
Puffing smoke remain my chill

Trying to figure out if it is naive
Or its the best way to live a happy life
Love at 1st sight, in your mind shes your wife
People around act when emotions run high
Quit school,not able to delay gratify
Small arguments, bring out the boys, bring em knives
People get shot, I don't even knew why
You hate, you get mad
Can't they just be happy with what I've had

They judge basing on primacy effect
Be different, turn into society reject
Fear and against change, why do politicians even calling a re-elect
No ones perfect
People should chase what they are able to get
Looks and reputation don't matter if your fate is sealed n set

You say I'm stupid, I'm sure you know best
You say I'm pessimistic, I'm sure you just guess
You think I'm hurt, But I am not
You think I'm loveless, But I got more than what you've got
I've been through the dark side, you can't see it, not your fault

Nothing left to prove
I go through life with nothing to lose
I am reborn, no one else's fool
You can't recognize me, but I know deep down you do
You don't agree with me, so you stay true
You accept me for me, I gave my respect to you
I live the way I want, so should you

I judge, you judge
Everyone judge
When will we call the line saying its too much
Girl showing off flesh, must be a whore
Guys have casual sex, you don't accept him for him no more
I told you my opinion, you showed me the door
Can't we all of us get along instead going to war

Lying
Betraying
Hiding
The end seems not ending
But I say live your life, ignore that audience staring
Critics opinions flaring
Step up and take control
Stir that ship your way, don't follow the flow
Fail once, brush it off your shoulder, let the past go
Life sometimes gets red hot, others ice cold
Drama and surprises never seem to grow old
I take my step, regrets and emotions in my control

Don't judge me
Don't need your approval of my personality
That is just how I am, the personal me.